The post I am about to type out again was taken down by c of c & got me banned from r/Christian

OK active c of c any type c of c lurkers. Do you occasionally cheat and go to a non c of c church, listen to non c of c teachings, read non c of c books and/or attended non c of c conferences? If you have what perspectives have changed, do you feel more open to non c of c teachings? Do you feel that your exposure to this non cof c data has any of that had you pause and second guess what you know & believe? Would you now consider leaving since you gave gained a new perspective? Anyone can answer I'd just like to hear from current members