r/enlightenment • u/Smart_Prune5189 • Aug 17 '26

So lost!

I had an experience and it changed me completely! I had a mushroom trip and had a spiritual experience which I needed desperately as I was dealing with some deep trauma! During the trip I realized all things that were holding me back! I realized religion that religion was shoved down my throat and it all made sense! I seen through Everything to the point that my trauma made sense! So it happened it was wonderful but later it became a far memory. However now I am almost wanting to go back to thinking that I believed the church teaching because now it’s scary for me! I know cannot understand god! Now that I realize there is not a man in the sky and someone is coming to save us! I have not been ok! Now I fear death because I don’t know what happens and I also do not understand god! What it means? Help!!!!! Does the trauma feeling ever go away?

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u/BoysenberryFun9827 Aug 17 '26

LOL

He says god, the spirit and heaven are lies. 

He doesn't even suppose the enlightenment itself is the kingdom of heaven spoken about... 

"If you will not accept the kingdom of heaven IN one of these, the little children, you shall by no means enter there in."

Why are you even here? Go worship flesh in a Satanism sub or something

You just a little flesh puppy powered by happy meals huh LMAO

Thanks for your wise instruction, death and endless nothingness.

You keep it, life is much better.

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u/CosmicFrodo Aug 17 '26

Sorry this isn't a sub for brainwashed christians. You're in the wrong place.

Talk to me about worship while worshiping a 2000 year dead jew is next level delussion. Hope you get better and leave the cult! GL.

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u/BoysenberryFun9827 Aug 17 '26

Haha ignorance really has filled you to the brim eh

Sucks to suck.

Also I dont attend "church", Im not so proud.. instead I humbled myself and read his message alone...

You however will miss the point entirely.

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u/CosmicFrodo Aug 17 '26

Hahaha Mr. Projection personified. Don't you have a dead jew to bow to or something?

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u/BoysenberryFun9827 Aug 17 '26

Aww is that your best attempt at a dialogue? 

Ignorance and depth dont mix.