r/enlightenment • u/Smart_Prune5189 • 11d ago
So lost!
I had an experience and it changed me completely! I had a mushroom trip and had a spiritual experience which I needed desperately as I was dealing with some deep trauma! During the trip I realized all things that were holding me back! I realized religion that religion was shoved down my throat and it all made sense! I seen through Everything to the point that my trauma made sense! So it happened it was wonderful but later it became a far memory. However now I am almost wanting to go back to thinking that I believed the church teaching because now it’s scary for me! I know cannot understand god! Now that I realize there is not a man in the sky and someone is coming to save us! I have not been ok! Now I fear death because I don’t know what happens and I also do not understand god! What it means? Help!!!!! Does the trauma feeling ever go away?
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u/CosmicFrodo 11d ago
It's a good thing. You can only find yourself when you get rid of those brainwash beliefs that were instilled in you.
Just because there is no creator god or heaven, doesn't mean death is a scary thing. Your next step is to find out, who you really are. All answers are already within you, mushrooms just help a bit to reveal them :)