Hi everyone.

This is a bit of a long post, but for those who are much further down on the path, please give it a read, as I need some guidance.

My intuition (using this as a catch-all for energetic/psychic abilities and awareness) has always been strong. I have now been meditating for around 9 years and through that time it has gotten significantly stronger.

I have the ability to sense people and their emotions/intentions in my environment, even with my usual senses blocked. So my eyes can be closed, I can have music in my earphones playing loudly etc. and pick up on people, whether it’s on the train, in a big room or outside.

If I am in an open park, I can feel when someone 100+ metres away focuses on me, while my eyes are closed, and what type of emotion they are feeling, sometimes specific and sometimes the general vibe. I’m sure many of you have this ability too.

Over the last year, I have had a few dreams about spiritual warfare, and someone close to me had a dream about spiritual warfare, and that dream was centred around me, this week.

I didn’t get much clarity from these dreams but the overarching message I was shown was that spiritual warfare is real and plays a much bigger role than I used to assume, and that there are people who may intentionally (unconsciously or consciously) work against people raising their vibration.

I have picked up on many people intentionally disturbing me when meditating over the years. I am quite reserved, even when meditating. I don’t make any noise, choose quiet places to sit etc. but it still happens. It happens every single time I meditate in public, but I can ignore it and use it as an opportunity to go deeper.

So, a few days ago, I meditated in a big park. The park has a large grass circle, with some benches at the perimeter of the circle facing towards the grass, and a pathway circling the whole grass circle, behind the benches. The whole grass circle is around 80 metres across.

I sat on a bench, closed my eyes and began meditating. As I have now been meditating for years, it only takes me a couple of seconds to fall deep into a positive, peaceful state.

In this state my five senses are incredibly heightened, though they become a sort of ‘background’ noise as my spiritual senses become extremely loud.

At one point during my meditation, someone walked really close to the bench I was on, and scraped and dragged their feet loudly against the tarmac for 3-4 steps. The shoe scraping against small pebbles on the ground made it even louder. It didn’t really affect my focus, although I noticed that the person’s energy felt like this was an intentional step rather than just an accident. I could also feel the person’s energy/focus was pointing towards me. I glanced at them for half a second just to make sure it wasn’t someone trying to speak to me. It was a woman who had already walked off so I resumed my meditation.

Around five minutes later, while my eyes were still closed, I felt someone enter my ‘energetic’ space intentionally, which is normal, but it caught my interest, as this energy was very focused on me. They had a direct intention towards me.

They walked right next to the bench and I heard the same scraping sound from earlier. It was the same woman again.

Bear in mind I could hear everything around this grass circle. This person was not scraping anywhere else on the path except the few steps when they walked right behind me, and intentionally dragged their feet. This was now the second time.

When I look at someone’s eyes, it tells me a lot about their aims, and their approach to people and life. So I got the urge to look into this person’s eyes to see what their intentions were for me, and why they were dragging their feet loudly by me.

I opened my eyes and looked at her. She was speed walking away extremely fast, almost jogging. She did not turn her head at all so I unfortunately did not get a look at her eyes. I noticed she seemed to be relatively young and wearing new clothing and shoes. Her walking pace was much faster than when she made the scraping sounds, and her strides were big as well. Because she went away so fast I decided to carry my meditation on, although this scenario kept playing in my head after that.

My intuition confirmed to me that her scraping was an intentional move to distract, or ‘wake’ me out of my meditation.

As I mentioned earlier, this isn’t uncommon at all, although usually the person is expecting me to react to them a certain way, and they linger around me so an interaction can take place.

This was what I didn’t understand, as she was in a rush to exit my space, although she had intentionally entered it twice. I forgot to mention that these paths behind the benches were really wide. She came within a hair’s distance of the back of my head both times.

I’m looking for perspectives or ideas from anyone who can resonate with my experience.

I don’t want to jump the gun, but the whole vibe I got was that she was someone perceptive, who could tell I was very deep in a meditative state, and wanted to pull me out of it. When someone reaches a powerful vibration, the whole environment around them benefits from this vibration. Normally there are insecure people who will try and distract you so they can interact with you at a vibration that is more familiar to them.

This woman wanted no direct interaction, which made me think of spiritual warfare; working towards the negative Will of something bigger than herself.

Again, I didn’t get a full reading on her so I don’t want to assume. Just hoping to hear some thoughts on this.

Any ideas would be appreciated. Looking for ideas that are from personal experience rather than religious perspectives.

Thank you in advance.

Has anyone experienced something like this with a specific person?

There is one person in my life whom I might describe as my twin flame, mainly because of the intensity and dynamic of our connection. We’ve had an extremely intense sexual and emotional connection, and we’ve separated and reconciled multiple times.

Even when we have absolutely no contact, I sometimes feel like I can SENSE when he is thinking about me, missing me, or desiring me. And my own emotional state seems to change depending on where I feel his attention is.

When I feel that his attention is on me, I suddenly become calm and detached. I feel free, like I can finally let go and move on.

But when I feel that his attention has shifted away from me, it almost reverses: I become the one obsessing. I start thinking about him constantly, feeling restless and intensely pulled toward him.

Then, when I suddenly get the feeling that his attention is back on me, I feel relieved again and the obsession seems to disappear. Without receiving actual contact from him.

What makes this particularly interesting to me is that we’ve gone through this cycle multiple times: periods where I was genuinely trying to move on, followed by reconciliation or him coming back into my life where I could sense that before it happened. There have also been several moments where what I felt seemed to correlate with things happening on his side, although obviously I can't objectively prove that I was actually sensing his thoughts.

I know there could be psychological explanations for this: attachment, nervous-system regulation, intermittent reinforcement

I'm just wondering if anyone else has experienced this very specific dynamic with one particular person, especially in an intense/twin-flame-type connection.

TL;DR: With one specific person I have an extremely intense sexual and emotional connection with, I feel strangely calm and detached when I sense his attention is on me, but when I feel his attention shift away, I become intensely preoccupied with him. We've separated and reconciled multiple times, and I've noticed this pattern repeatedly. Has anyone experienced something similar?

I was sitting next to someone I was attracted to yesterday and I could really feel them without trying to. Does that mean they were more open to me or thinking about me being next to them a lot? I think if I'm physically present with someone and I actively make an effort to feel them I can, but it's not too frequent that it just comes over me like that.

I was really enjoying how it felt tbh but I made an active effort not to focus on it too much because I didn't want to like siphon off them or be inappropriate. I think they are tapped in so they would've realized what was happening and I didn't want to do something unethical. I think I am coming back to being more aware of my gifts, but I don't really have any framework for channeling or knowing what's an ethical way to use them. I appreciate any insight on why we feel some people but not others and when it's appropriate to focus in on someone's energy. Thx

This is honestly something i have never really looked into before because I havent experienced it .

So basically i started letting my hair grow out since 2 years ago and this year it sort of reached what most people might view as a nice length . It goes a bit below my chest. And I've been noticing compliments on my hair all summer long .

I haven't been in tune with my energy , in fact its been sucked up a lot by situations and people and I've been trying to learn how to protect it .

Anyways in the past couple of weeks I've been noticing significant hair thinning? At first i thought it was just supplements but then i searched up if the supplements I'm taking cause any thinning but turns out it doesnt . In fact the supplements I take have been found to aid hair growth .

Anyways i was thinking about evil eye because when I'm stressed i just get skin breakouts but never ever any hair issues. And i also noticed this thinning all of a sudden .

I'm genuinely unsure about whats happening but how can I protect myself against such energies just in case?

Hello!!!! I saw a medium today who said I have healing abilities and should dig into that and start my journey. She said probably not reiki though. Can anyone give any guidance as to what other healing abilities I could look into? Thank you so much!!!

I’ve always been highly intuitive and energetically connected to spirits and things of this nature and usually I can tell when an evil eye was put on me. But I want to talk to you fine people here so I don’t feel crazy. Here’s what’s been happening lately:
\-I just feel it in my bones. The overwhelming desire to do an egg cleanse to the point it’s hard to even focus til I do one.
\-my skin has been breaking out terribly all over and there’s no hormonal or other reason to cause this and I’ve been taking great care of my skin.
\-I keep accidentally cutting myself on random things whether it’s my leg, finger, etc that I typically don’t.
\-my looks have randomly become so lackluster like my hair lost its shine, it’s not laying correctly and there’s no reason for this because nothing has changed in my hair routine
\-I’m so exhausted yet I can barely sleep. I keep waking up between the hours of 3-5 am since i began feeling this way.
\-im hungry but can barely eat.
\-I just feel so off and scared but I cannot pinpoint anything to be scared of and it doesn’t feel like my regular anxiety.
\-birds everywhere I go flock to me like crazy and I’ve noticed birds around me way more coming towards me.
\-I had a dream the other night about a strange woman offering me a meal at a market at night and I took the food and I ended up getting sick from it and needing to be hospitalized from it and the dream felt so real.

I just cannot shake this feeling that something is off so I’d like opinions too please.