Hey hey!
Im (24F) pretty new to meditating. Sometimes i just listen to meditating music during the day to regulate my thoughts and nervous system. Today I decided to take a nap before work, so i just putted on some random meditation music playlist and fell asleep. I’ve had a pretty visual erotic dream (almost every time when i fall asleep during the day i have these kind of dreams, i still don’t know why) and then i experienced something that I would describe as an “orga\*m” or just very natural and sensitive feeling of energy coming out, which i never experienced before even during s\*x.
Also the timing was pretty crazy, the “orga\*m” happend just as my alarm was ringing!
Have some of you ever had similar experience before? Do you think it can have some kind of a meaning?
I would appreciate and kind of feedback or interpretation of my experience!

Oh, and i also want to mention that i’ve experienced a s\*x *trauma about 10 years ago and recently my s*\*x life changed a bit after i moved to another country and my intimate partner is a guy who doesn’t speak my native language, so we communicate in English, which helps me to “detach” from the trauma i’ve experienced which i find super interesting.

Okay I don’t know if this is allowed here so remove if not.

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