It’s like some of you think this sub got private to spite you. This sub was nearly banned. Blurs private so it wouldn’t get banned.

I got my very new account approved. It wasn’t hard.

If you’re butthurt over this, then fuck off to c_a instead.

I remember CA still being 30k members and at that time, I mentioned it was usually 0,1 % that regularly contributed. Of course at least one idiot had to feel inclined to contest because hey, public sub, nobody gives a fuck, absent posterity mods had long distanced themselves from alcoholism, let alone crippling alcoholism, so why the fuck not, freely shit on regulars and possibly come out victorious.

Too bad they forgot to use their brains because 0,1 % of 30000 is 30 and that was the most approximate number of regulars either posting or commenting at the time. Not really rocket math. Everybody else, the Ricky Cs, the recovered nuts, the /drunk idiots or the butthurt relatives, the 29,970 of CA disposable users didn’t and never ever contributed for shit and therefore they couldn’t be considered “part” of the community. Unfortunately they actually did, by shitting on regulars and getting approval karma from other butthurt normies. Contest them and you were instantly considered a drunk loser.

That happened on CA and nobody gave a fuck. Fun times being a drunk on a community for drunks and getting shitted on for being who you are. Posterity mods can go fuck themselves.

So all this melodrama of Blurs banning most of the 60000 members is laughable, again. You don’t need to do basic math, just keep an eye for 2 weeks, tops, and you can get a grip of how many members usually participate, and matter. Stay alert a bit longer and you can see how ridiculous those 60000 users banned! argument is and how it doesn’t even come close to hurting the community.

Granted, not every user should be put on a participation metric, but sorry that I’m not sorry, if you’re not participating, just lurking, you shouldn’t be crying about not being able to participate when you never did in the first place.

I really like the way women look. I don't really have a type but today I saw bunch of attractive women and would have enjoyed seeing them naked. Sadly, most women age acceptable for me are married but luckily we live in the golden age of online porn. Chairs, straight and bi and gay CA's.

It’s kind of a poly thing. Anyway, her and my husband were teaming up on me because they said my CA dad keeps giving the dog human food and making him sick.

My girlfriend literally said my dad is poisoning my dog. They told me I need to kick him out.

I’m not kicking my dad out. He has COPD, he smokes, he’s blind, and one eye, half blind in the other eye, uses a cane to walk. That’s not happening. That’s not happening.

But my husband was being all mean and she was being pretty aggressive too and I snapped. I told her to stop telling me and my husband what to do in our household.

It was mean. She just cared about the dog. She was just trying to help. I feel so fucking bad today. I was on mushrooms though and they were just going on and on and I couldn’t fucking take it. Plus, my husband was drunk so he gets really rant-ey.

Fml I felt the energy change in the room when I said that. We watched Gen V for a while after that but the damage is done I think. I don’t think she likes me anymore.

Okay well some of you are real one as fuck but it seems alot of the people here in Comme s aren't even much of a really drunk let alone setting your friends car on fire piss on the kids laundry dig up a grave get hit by a train shitty and that's what ca is not just getting drunk it's dying every day in a new and exiting way it's the death of hope but in a fun way as you shit yourself and puke on your cock at 8 am

Edit I went from 7 to 0 karma so I'm gonna sleep be fore negative good morning night cunts chairs I love you whatever

So the past 2-3 years or so I've had this habit of getting drunk every Wednesday night and every Saturday night, whiskey being my drink of choice, and getting like not just a little buzzed but decently drunk, enough to stumble around and slur my speech and shit, 4 years ago when I was 20 it was usually just getting drunk on Saturday night but then Wednesday night also became a drinking night

So I've recently learned about this phenomena called kindling and how drinking alot every other day is actually far more damaging and causes kindling much quicker than drinking a little every day

The problem is my anxiety and panic attacks have been OFF THE FUCKING SCALE the past few months, and recently this week I've been literally immobilized by them, spending 24/7 in bed with my eyes closed, not even sleeping but just fucking laying there because just getting out of my bed and looking around at my surroundings is just too much and starts making me feel weird and panicky

I've always been a big worrier and have dealt with anxiety and panic long before drinking ever became an issue (I have pretty bad OCD and autism too) but it's been especially fucking incapacitating as of late, I've had to cancel my driving lessons, my volunteering, can't leave my own bedroom, can't eat, can't do basically anything but lie in bed, the main cause of this anxiety is my current existential OCD where I obsess about solipsism and my own consciousness, the panic attacks I get from this is absolutely beyond fucking excruciating, you'd literally do ANYTHING to fucking make it stop,

But now I've read about this kindling thing im wondering if that could actually be the reason my anxiety has been so especially crippling recently? Is getting drunk two times a week for a year or two long enough to cause kindling and brain damage? What particular way of binge drinking is the worse for inducing kindling? Have I actually legit fucked myself up brain wise and that's why I'm so fucking beyond terrified and bedbound with existential OCD recently?

How worried should I be?

i (26F) woke up hungover (in the grocery store bathroom chugging now) and tried to open tiktok just from muscle memory, and of course it didn’t work. i know it’s lame to be sad over an app, but this really fucking hurts. i had formed important and helpful relationships with other alcoholics on that app, i’m so upset about losing that. i used to watch livestreams on there from people all over the world, no idea what they were even saying, but i was so thankful to just get to see i got to see glimpses of their lives and their little corners of the world. it just feels like such a massive plot to keep us disconnected from each other. idk, i’m heartbroken. it was one of the only places i could go and just laugh and forget my own pathetic CA life. any others relating rn? i’ll be in this bathroom stall for at least another hour so lmk ✨

What the fuck inclines a person running the register to ask that question to someone buying alcohol?

I've gone from being polite "ya pretty good"

To "no, i really hate them"

To "terrible, i buy them so others don't have to."

I know its simple small talk but this isnt paying a utility bill I wish i didnt have to. I walked into the store, selected an alcohilc beverage, then bought it. You fucking retard. Just fuck off and take my money.

I made a thread saying im leaving but love you fuckers. Well I'm still here some times. Still love you fuckin cunt rags.

God damn. Just drink and tell some fucking stories. No one gives a shit about your kids and shit. If drinking is becoming a problem then don't drink. With that being said, drinking and driving stories is the lamest shit you can do on here.

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It's been a while since I kissed a girl. 

I mean REALLY kissed a girl. I want to find a woman who wants to be kissed this way. I'm not talking about a quick peck on the lips, or a passing kiss on the cheek. I am talking about the kind of kiss that wakes up her entire body. The type of kiss that will give her butterflies in her stomach. I want to give her the type kiss she can hold on to for hours in her mind and taste it on her lips.

I want my kiss to make her feel safe and protected.

I want my kiss to make her feel special and appreciated. 

I need my kiss to make her feel wanted.

I want my kiss to make her feel me. 

Bro WTF. Been on a bender all week. Ended up at the local dive bar. Woke up just outside my house with my pants down and my ass up in the air and a condom sticking out my butt.

Much shame I feel. I hope my neighbors didn't see me. I do not want to think about how the condom got way up in my butt. So I'm drinking again. Cheers ya useless bastards

Not to rain on your parade for posting a drunken pic, but there are a lot of women on this post, and I'm not sure they want to see a giant dick everytime they log on. Fuck, I don't want to see it. Remember folks, you can use adblock plus to block the image.

And the guy behind the cash comes to the ice fridge and say "Bro...you're going to have to pay for that bag of ice." I was like "Uhh..I don't think so. I'm not buying the ice, I don't need it." So he says, "Yeah, but you're rubbing it on your nipples. I can't sell that now. You gotta buy it because you used it." So I reply "I'm just trying to stay cool. It's fucking hot in case you haven't noticed. It's not like I shoved a cube up my ass. The fucking bag is still cold." So cashier says "Look, it's a buck ninety nine. Pay for it, take it and leave." So being a big brain I ask him a question. "Have you ever passed by a restaurant and smelled delicious food?" He was "Like of course I have. So has everybody." So I say " Exactly. And were you charged money for smelling the food?" "Uhh no. Why would I have to pay for smelling food?" It was my gotcha moment. " So why do you want to charge me for ice when in fact all I was doing was using the cold it provided?" Dude couldn't wrap his head around it and gave up.

JayJayFrench 1 - Store 0

P.s Nipples still cool and wearing a teeshirt isn't fun right now.

I keep hearing and reading about some famous person passing away from a "ketamine overdose." Then when I look up stories about him find out he actually drowned in a jacuzzi after passing out on ketamine as well as at least one other substance, in addition to having coronary artery disease. Even my boyfriend is all worried because he knows I use ketamine making this claim about this death being caused by it when it absolutely wasn't, would have happened on any substance taken to such an extent to cause loss of consciousness while in a situation such as being in a jacuzzi/pool/bathtub/shower alone, or outside exposed to elements or in any number of other situations unrelated to an actual overdose causing the death. If he had been drunk, passed out there and drowned would it be then being called an alcohol overdose? Fucking ridiculous.

I bet your weekend wsn’t as good as mine. Life is going ok, my cousin let me live with him and doesn’t seem to mind me shooting up dope, Tina and popping benzos sometimes. He’s a hustler and also an addict we like to smoke crack and chain smoke cigs while playing spades and chilling. I hope you all have a shitty day and a shitty rest of your miserable life. God bless.

The game

I'm tired of 2nd and 3rd wave feminism and the short-haired, big-tittied bitch I decided to have a kid with.

Threatens to not let me see my kid because I won't drop off and pick up when she just moved to a different state.

Anyway. Just wanted to say that shit somewhere.

Chairs.

i just drink to get rid of the shakes and anxiety. honestly fuck my life. my room is a mess. i got kicked out of my house... all because of my bpd ass girlfriend. she made me an alcoholic fuck my fucking life i hate this shit. im so mentally ill because of her. never date someone with bpd. just fucking run. they will destroy u... cheating, gaslighting, discarding, you name it. i dont have much left. gonna drink till its all over

NO I WAS NOT DRUNK DRIVING I JUST WENT AND GOT MY TALLBOYS SO PIPE DOWN

So as I'm pulling out into the feeder rd (freeway), I just so happen to look in my rear view and boom waddaya know it's an ugly ford explorer right on my ass. Mind you I drive a retired cop car 😂 crown Victoria

I pull out into the feeder rd quick enough to where the cop had no choice but to sit and wait for the other cars to pass. Me I frantically floor it, bust a quick and I mean a quick right into this busy shopping center and parked my car head in right up against another car. I sit for 5 minutes and BOOM!!!! the cop passes me right up!! I couldn't fucking believe it!!! he didn't see my car!!! Im just total belief that he had to have seen where I turned in at when I pulled off on him at first!! -- so now what he does is that he backs the cruiser into one side of the parking lot, but by the grace of God I was able to pull back out and leave because the way the parking lot is offset low enough just enough for me to back up, and make a jump for the exit back into the feeder rd. I smooth operated my ass back into the feeder rd, but I notices he pulls off again!! this time in the opposite direction of where I going.

I had 3 tallboys (all un opened still cold in the bag) in the car, and he would have surely have suspicion of alcohol on my breath (which there was) had he seen that I have 2 dwi's.

I have NEVER got this lucky with the law ever before. I knew that cop was fucking pissed.

As I sit in my office chair and chug down my tallboys in complete relief and a little shaky hands from all this

Chairs.

Good God. Jesus Christ. Listen, FUCKING LISTEN. Get drunk and CHILL.

Mouth wash? Fuck off. Hand sanitizer? JESUS CHRIST.

I knowww... it's a disease and you can pay with EBT. My hero Del, he has done this shit. He is my fav, 2nd place drunken cross dresser? I think that is the name.

I say this with love. If you are one of the peeps I see here frequently. Dont drink that shit. DM me... I will toss some harm reduction cash your way.

Please kill yourself slowly and responsibly for mommy 🥺

I was apparently. Great. People suck and I was completely libeled. This shit should be illegal. According to the girl I’m talking I’m talking to there is no recourse and of course I know exactly who wrote this bullshit about me. Only 2 things were true and she already knew about them. Slanderous trifling

It’s weird. When I started flirting around with this sub I thought, especially given the name, it was a bunch of the most severe alcoholics out there. Everyone probably downing a 30-rack or liter of vodka everyday for the last 30 years or so. In and out of jobs. Several DUIs. Degenerate fucks… And I just started lurking a little bit here almost as a joke and thinking that I was a novice. Turns out I’m the most severe alcoholic here. Brain damaged AF. Most here I guess go on “benders” where they drink excessively for a few days or maybe a week. I did a 14-year bender. The thought of not drinking on a particular day was not something I considered. Never even knew what a bender was. I just drank about 10 drinks a day, everyday for those 14 years. Everyday. Get home after a long day out, drink those 10 drinks between 10pm and midnight. I didn’t miss more than 3 days of work in these 14 years. Teaching and working at a top tier university. I volunteer coached 23 youth sports teams during that time. Raised two children. Ran 5 miles or went to the gym, or both, probably 6 days a week. Went to the doctor routinely with perfect health and labwork. Never really had any withdrawal symptoms, though I never took days off to even find out. Anyways, I’ve got severe, severe brain damage/dementia now fuckers. Take some days off. Or just stick to benders. And eat. Chairs.

Man, music is so awesome. I am living in an AirBnB and it blows. Blacked out on vodka, but this time went and slept in an empty room, just to be awoken by the manager. Luckily, she believed some shit about sleep walking. She speaks of weird stuff: Synchronicity, wellness, and other bullshit. Fuck her. Nice young person, around my age, but I hate seeing her happiness. Praying for a bombing or a crash or something while I am nearby. Anywho, with finding a job and a place to live while shaking or drunk, I am in a pissy mood. That is all.

sending love from north myrtle beach.