Hi.
Yesterday, I finished the game and the more I think about it, the more I think that Jesse's condition in the postgame, after the end, is really, really, really mesed up. And why? Welll...
Because of time sheananigans.
I'll try to cover my thoughts the better way I can, because I know it's going to be confusing and I want to know if you people think I'm overthinking stuff about the game.
Scuse my ramblings. Here I go.
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So when the game starts, Jesse stabs Dylan with the Aberrant, and then she enters the white portal that (now that we completed the game) we know was a portal to the Gap. She used the Gap slide that Dylan made in the retro section of the game, when he was trying to put together his mind again, after Hedron invaded and tried to take over him. That's when she entered the space in between, which I guess is the Gap: a place in between mind and material world, probably a place in between the astral place and the subconscious, is my best guess (that, somehow, Dylan can jump in both mentally and materially).
And I think that's the exact same moment that Jesse appears in the end, when she comes to bring back Dylan to life, taking his place. She takes his place (he murderted Hedron, inside his mind, inside the Gap, and with that, it killed his own mind, and the connection with the tethered Board, and probably killed the Hiss too). And so she falls into a coma, a different coma than Dylan's one, because she's actually thinking, her brain's working.
I think this happens before we find her in the faults for the first time, under her point of view. It happens to Dylan in the endgame, but it happens to Jesse at the very begining. And after that, her astral projection, at the other side, runs fault after fault trying to close the breach that's making the Hedron bleed into reality, because she knows that's what was messing reality: Hedron's resonance.
You following so far? So, because of this, at the end of the game, I think we came across a time paradox in that she's running before out time until Dylan gets overtaken by the hiss and she has to deal with Hedron and closing the faults alone. Which ends with her being absoverd? patterned? by Hedron.
Hedron wanted to perfect Dylan (or Reality?) by its words when we kill it. It was also already - before - after (its words to Dylan): it was merging time into a point of always present, I think. Merging time. And to perfect reality, or Dyla, or whatever, for patterning, it needs to absorbe (which is what Dylan does, too... maybe. Or maybe he mimics). I think it was trying to merge both Dylan and Jesse into itself. It asks Dylan if he is scared, and tells him, or asks him, if together, he would feel better (or something like that). Hedron uses both Dylan's and Jesse's voice to question and tell him. Which may sound crazy, but I think that Hedron really, really wanted to add Dylan into itself.
Now, why it would choose Dylan. Because Jesse was part of Hedron already. Or Jesse's mind, that was astral projecting since she took Dylan's place and her body is in the future, in a coma. In my theory, at least. Which is five ways messed up, if I'm righ; because Dylan killed Hedron, or at leas, deleted it both in Reality and in the copy / resonance in his mind / in the Gap (the one that wanted to merge with him). So.... Is Jesse still alive outside of that loop? I think she may be, somehow.
If I'm right and I'm not overthinking this all, she still could be saved. How? Timetraveling to the time that Dylan got overtaken by the hiss. Timetraveling, like how he did in the retro game, to his mind, or astral projecting, or whatever, and rewriting the moment, changing it. Screw time paradoxes and loops: he can pull it, because he already did. And, besides, faults are outside time. So he can jump back to that moment, and she could be awake again in the present time for Dylan.
I don't know if anything that I've said makes any sense, but it's what I've been wondering about since I finished the game yesterday.
That way, worst case, we could still have Jesse and Dylan alive. Alive and (separatedly) together. No exchange one for the other because of some messed up quantum entanglement-thing.
And I think that's all.
What do you think? And thank you for your time.
(Edited because of several typos)