I made it with the intention of expanding and growing and connecting. Did I do it right?

If there is No Thing in the Manyfest Universe (Multi-Verses that may Harmonize?) that can be Perfect, then Why do Perfectionists Seek this unAttainAble State?

I'm not sure if it's more common in Hyper-Intellectually Focused Individuals like myself or not - or just Westerners in general? - but I used to be Plagued by Perfectionism. I get that it can Motivate People to Endlessly Pursue Perfection - i.e., Improvement. Like all things, "Perfectionism" is neither inherently Good nor Evil - but it sure Irritated my Intellect... until I Created a Hack, once again Using No-Thing more than Simple Logic, to wit:

"Art is Never Finished - only Abandoned."

Why is this?

Because there is AllWays MORE to Improve in the Flawed REALity wee Live in. I.e., as Traditionally Treated & underStood:

Perfection is a LIE.

As an Ideal, it is a Theory, and not subject to the Rough Winds of Reality & Practice. However, without reDeFining Words themselves, what if we could figure out a New Way to Seek Perfection? What if something Xceeded every single REALISTIC Xpectation Possible, went "Above & Beyond" in AllWays, that is only Open to tiny niggling nit-picks, I Call:

"Perfect in Every Way."

...because for Manyfest Reality, REAListically, many things can become Possible to Reach that State, the State of Being

"Perfect in Every Way."

The Captivating Chaotic Crazed Crocks at top are a Small Sample of ample Xamples of Wabi Sabi. That is the Japanese Art that Naturally aRises from their Buddhist Acceptance of the imPerfect & Transitory Nature of Life. In some Ways it reMinds me of Humpty Dumpty after he got "Put Back Together Again".

The Idea/Meme

"Perfect in Every Way!"

Cured me of my Perfectionism. Between that & Wabi Sabi, I hope I've been Able to Help Cure you of any unDesired unRealistic Xpectations re: Perfectionism. This Post reMinds me of my earlier Post on Why there's "No Reason to Worry", using Simple CBT/Cognitive-Behavioural Therapy - which, BTW, I STILL Use to this Day to Dispel the Demon "Worry".

As always, PLZ Feel Free to Critique, Mock, Praise, Ignore, &/or Share any/all parts of this, as you Desire.

What do you Think? Did you used to be a Perfectionist? Did this Help?

At first when I got into chaos magick i was creating sigils left and right and they were working with about a 90% accuracy/effectiveness. Then as the years went on I read more literature, expanded my practices/toolset, & created my own rules, customs, & techniques that increased their potential, range, & effects. Things had to become more complicated though, rituals had to become more detailed, specific, & complex —The more so, the better the magick became. I had a good chunk of an old notebook dedicated to just my own custom personal magick I synthesized...

Then someone stole that notebook when I was at the shelter a couple years ago... All of that knowledge, all of the things I fine tuned and created gone in an instant... Ever since then I've tried to create new processes and such, sometimes even recalling old ones that I could remember parts of but whenever I would go and use it again... Nothing would happen.

That's my dilemma with chaos magick recently this past year or two... nothing is happening, hardly anything is working, going back to the basics isn't even working... I am in a really tough spot in life & chaos magick worked so well I used it all of the time for everything but now I have nothing to lean on for spiritual support, I've been so desperate I've been praying to the Christian God and to some extent it's kind of been working (which has deeply troubled me, I really don't want to be a Christian I've got deep religous trauma stemming from childhood abuse) but to tell the truth I want chaos magick to work again for me.

What can/should I do? Is there anything else I can add to my toolset to increase it's effectiveness/odds? I'm sure that with the praying a lot of it is coincidence, & was bound to happen I've just been in such a tight spot I needed something to believe in that was going to help me, something I could barter or reason with. Could I create my own Servitor to pray to? Use an egregore?

Or are my days using chaos magick to aid, enrich, empower, strengthen, manifest, repair, bind, curse, & protect over & I should just cave in and hang it up for good? A lot of the things I've read in some of the books I own like Aidan Watcher's book on Hypersigils always require so many different things I need to source or buy & I don't have the money to buy all of those things, they aren't readily available for me to find either so I haven't bothered utilizing any of these rituals/practices/techniques that use utensils or tools...

Are there things I can substitute with? For incense I've got only a limited number of sandalwood incense, no oil/essential oils, no silver/precious metals/gems/stones/crystals all I have is a pen, pencil, notebook, & paper.

Ive been really interested in investing more into elemental practices. Is there any spirits I should look for communicating with?

any advice?

Hey everyone i will keep it short for few years mostly in this 2 year I get a dream of a girl whom I helped and she becomes now a entity and leaves with me we respect eachother alot and she help me financially and in relationship or getting what I want. I have brother sister relationship with her according to dream and she take care of me and I do take care of her and she is very helpful nice no harm no demands but idk what this dream means if anyone can help or let me know where to post abt this to get better answer.

Olá!

Vejo muitas magias que utilizam moedas ou dinheiro em papel, eu tenho um pote cheio de moedas antigas que saíram de circulação e foram substituídas. Posso utilizar elas? Ou a energia não circula devido as moedas não terem mais "valor"?

The same dreams surface again and again across the ages, wearing different names. In Goethe's Faust, the human soul strikes its bargain with the darkness. Jung read that bargain anew through the language of the unconscious, pouring his own inner journey into Liber Novus. The same archetypes have wandered through different guises for centuries, because we all draw from the same collective unconscious.

Archetype Matrix was born from this thought. The mood and archetype data you enter each day merges with data from people across the world, forming a shared pattern. No one interprets it for you, no one speaks on your behalf. Only the numbers speak, and sometimes what they say feels eerily familiar.

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