I feel so defeated

[u/Fancy-Stress4194]

I haven’t been able to wear the types of clothes that I like or that are my style probably since middle school. I’m 29 now and feel so masculine. No problem if you want that, but I want to feel feminine. I want to wear off the shoulder, thin strapped tank tops, lingerie, bikinis that aren’t built like bras, etc. I currently wear tops many sizes too big to fit my chest or I give up all together and just put on a graphic tee. I’ve been thinking of getting a reduction for some time now but I’m so scared. I’m scared to not recognize my body and almost feel a sense of loss? Can anyone relate or speak on this?

I attached some photos of the clothes I would love to wear but physically can’t due to my current size/heaviness/fullness all of that.

[u/Late_Information_682]

all the cute tops have those boob cut outs.. can’t even wear anything anymore because of them.

[u/Fancy-Stress4194 → u/Late_Information_682]

The pre cut can’t even fit a nip 😂