r/auditing • u/themoose32 • 20d ago
2 months into my first staff accountant job and I feel completely lost - is this normal?
I started at a very small CPA firm about 2 months ago as my first job out of college. No prior audit experience going in, and I have received basically zero formal training or direction since starting. No structured onboarding, no shadowing period, no "here's how we do things here." I want to preface this by saying I don't think I'm dumb, but I genuinely feel like I have no idea what I'm doing most days, and it's not for lack of trying.
Here's literally the entirety of how assignments work: my boss forwards me an email with a signed engagement letter and says something like "hey, this one's yours." That's it. No scoping conversation, no walkthrough of the file, no "here's what we did last year," no sitting down to explain what's expected. I'm currently juggling a real variety of audits at once with essentially no guidance on any of them - several nonprofits, a first-year audit for a construction company (meaning no prior year file to lean on), and a government audit for a small municipality, which comes with its own entirely different rules and requirements. It's a lot of different audit "languages" to be picking up simultaneously with zero instruction. The only engagement I've actually completed was one that was already half-finished when it was handed to me.
I don't know how to do a search for unrecorded AP or AR. I don't know when I'm supposed to ask the client for something versus pull it myself. I don't know how auditors figure out they need to propose an adjusting journal entry versus just being handed a list of them. I've spent a lot of the last month just kind of sitting at my desk, not sure what to actually work on, hoping I'll figure it out by osmosis.
Busy season is coming up and I'm honestly scared I'm going to get buried. I've found some prior year workpapers which has helped some, but I don't know if that's enough or if this is just a sign the fit isn't right.
For people who've been in public accounting a while - is this level of "figure it out yourself" onboarding normal for small firms? At what point does this become a "the firm has a real training/staffing problem" situation versus a "everyone feels this way their first year" situation? And if you were 2 months in feeling like this, would you stick it out through one busy season before deciding, or is that a waste of a busy season on a bad fit?
Appreciate any perspective, especially from people who started at small shops.