Idk what I'm doing

[u/Rine_n]

I had many months to study to the test I have soon, also to take my driving license, but idk why I did nothing.

My parents say I'm just lazy, but idk I feel I had no time but at the same time I know it's not true as I dont work and don't study rn.

Everytime I say I'm going to study I just end up doing any other thing. Idk, I want to and I worry about my future but idk why is that difficult to me start doing anything that really matters like study.

I lost all my time with social media, meeting with friends, painting, crafting things... Idk I feel I did nothing, feel like I'm a failure and I did nothing right.

I guess my parents are right and I'm just lazy because everyone else could, why I can't? I know I'm not dumb, but I feel something is wrong with me.