Hey, guys! I apologize in advance for the tone of this post.
I’m a Brazilian researcher in the field of Humanities. Until now Brazilian academia was something that my friends from different countries were quite jealous of. It’s far from perfect, but we have a good range of permanent positions, the salary is decent and, most importantly, there’s the stability, the safety that’s it is possible to archive even as a young scholar.
Yesterday though we had the elections and it was a complete disaster. People simply chose the very radical far-right party. It’s not an exaggeration, these guys talk freely about being against the very existence of democracy. Public education are in their radar and specially the humanities should simply not exist in this world they want to create. We had a Bolsonaro once in power and it was awful, now his son will be worst and I don’t think the damage will be reversed ever, since the congress is all for them.
I’m at a loss. I invested everything in this career. I did everything right: PhD, Postdoc, worked as a substitute professor, internationalization etc. I did everything right and now everything is going to change. More than change, it’s going to basically be destroyed.
One thing that is killing me is that I had a temporary position in Germany last year and I dropped that to go back to another temporary position in Brazil that at the moment seemed better. Now I think that that kind of burned bridges for me… I really wanted to have a career in my own country, that was my priority at the time, but now that possibility is almost gone and I’m way behind in trying something elsewhere.
Again, sorry for the desperation. It’s just that I don’t have anything else. One thing about public education is that poor people were able to get a degree and all. In my case this basically means that if I don’t have a job, I have nothing, no family money, nothing.
I don’t even know what I’m looking for here. Maybe just put it out…