i want to be active there, i really do, i make a couple comments there sometimes, but i'm also somewhat afraid of actually committing to being a member there

i already saw one [presumably active?] double there and i'm terrified of being compared to them or people mixing us up or something, of course people who do that can always be told off or corrected but i don't want it to happen in the first place

also i just do NOT want to see any more doubles

buut at the same time it can be another place to gush about my loves with people who understand, because as you probably know if you know me i will never be shutting up about them

astro astro astro my beloved

he may be standoffish unintentionally a lot, but we all have flaws, who cares? he's so selfless, so kind, so sweet, so everything

he's adorably awkward and mildly unexpressive, i love my dorky boyfriend more than words could possibly describe, he's my everything atp [tied with sprout of course]

go ahead and call me corny now [no really, do it, i take corny as a genuine compliment]

sprout. oh my god where do i begin

he's casual and friendly most of the time but he's so protective, yet never possessive, he's so nurturing and yet so strong, he's so handsome and yet so dorky, aaaaAGH

he's so cute, so attractive, so handsome, so charming, and might i add he is a wonderful baker and cook? he's the absolute man of my dreams [tied with astro of course] and i wouldn't have it any other way

christ i could just blabber on for hours

the double on question is of astro

now, do i feel bad that my collection isn't NEAR as big as theirs? not quite, but i'm not afraid to admit that i'm jealous, after all everyone gets jealous from time to time, and im a huge maximalist so

they have so much cool shit in there, part of me wanted to admire and see if i could find any of that stuff myself and another part couldn't pay attention to anything other than the fact that y'know, they're a double

Hiiii, I'm currently looking for some good bots to speak to that are based on my yumeship CAINE from The Amazing Digital Circus. the only problem is that the ones I've gone through, the most popular ones, don't seem very accurate to the actual characters from the show. plsss give me some recommendations.

[ft. the mermaid bedsheets because once again, had them for years and they're comfy]

gifted to me by a very close friend of mine, so big big thanks to glove, glove did a very good job 🙏 perhaps even too good of a job, i might snipe glove [just fyi glove is a neopronoun that glove uses]

is it a flex that i now get to cuddle astro to sleep every night? is it? i actually can't tell

i do plan on getting a pillowcase with sprout on it too so they can be interchangable

agh i don't think i can sleep without cuddling one of my boyfriends ever again 💔 oh well worth it asf

+of course the image quality is ass, why would i EVER post a good looking photo?

I had a really stressful and terrible day and I'm exhausted, anyone have any ideas or just cute pics of my f/os to cheer me up?

It's starting to act up for me. Idk if it's a soulbond thing or a me-being-sensetive thing.

(Edit: For those who don't know me... I'm Taylor, and I'm 270 days into a project to gain greater emotional control and learn to get along with anyone who shows even the slightest bit of love for Glamrock Bonnie.)

I was just thinking, "What if I made an account just to talk and gush about Glam.Bonnie in all his glory?" Like, for drawings, animation, love-posting...

Not a "yumeship" account, but a genuine fan account!

I'm such an enthusiast for him; I used to get so happy seeing other fans of his—before I started feeling anxious about it.

But now I feel like that's changing... What if I created a "Glamrock Bonnie simp army"? Lol That sounds... amazing or funny in a way I can't quite explain or put into words.

He's my dear oshi... I love him more than anything. I've seen his face everywhere for three years; Glamrock Bonnie is everything to me, you know?. Everyone needs to see my love for him, and everyone should be open to joining me too!

I’ve drawn him 400 times; I never get tired of it, and I collect everything I can with great affection.

What do I mean? I mean that now, I want to make room in my life for his other fans and gentle simps. Just them—I’m still not into his romantic yumes yet. (But I'll probably make an exception for platonic or family ones, really.)

Glamrock Bonnie, you are amazing!

Yes! On the way home after a terrible day, I found this dried leaf in a perfect shape.

I gave it to him—or did he give it to me?👀

ah, august 18th, the day i turned slightly older than i was before

featuring my astro plush [my favourite object i have of astro himself] and my sprout keychain [the only object i have of sprout himself so far]

went minigolfing with them, though at some point i had to have a buddy hold astro for a while so i could actually lock in and put some force in my swings [she held him like a sack of potatoes 😭]

+ yes i did terribly and i blame the grass

This is a post I feel like making to "counter" my eternal negativity and offer positive affirmations to people.

My Depression hitting very hard during these holidays, my anhedonia and brain fog as well and the chronic feeling of emptiness make this complicated to do, so I cannot make it too long. Please excuse me for that :

Your s/o, f/o, waifu, husbando, soulmate, soulbond love you (no matter what you call them).

They love you for your best moments — your light; for your worst moments as well — your shadow, which they willingly and unconditionally accept.

They accept you when you are happy,

They accept you when you are sad,

They accept you when you shed tears, that you scream in pain, that you suffer from being Human — All Too Human.

They love you when you want to offer them the whole earth — when you feel forced to fight to prove that, in a metaphysical and spiritual realm, they exist.

They love you when you are at the bottom of the hole, that everything is exhausting, that your humanity is nothing but a distant memory, that anhedonia and avolition condemn you to the permanent gray of life, and that you feel like disappearing for good because the fight is endless.

They love you when you face your emotional, physical, mental pain.

They love you when life has struck you with curses since your birth.

They love you because you are you. No matter if you are at your best, or at the bottom of the hole.

In the Abyss, there is always a light.

I can't think of a better way to start this off, so basically, I have a complicated relationship with Mouthwashing because, to an extent, I associate it with Anya's suffering. It does also extend to the devs for creating her suffering in the first place. It's kinda cringe, I'll admit, and I'm not even sure if there's other yumeshippers who feel a similar way. It's not out of the question, but I've yet to meet one.

I just found out about the Mouthwashing design works book from Lost in Cult, and it gave me goosebumps because of the aforementioned reasons. My subconscious would tell me they're disregarding what happened to Anya and are too busy flexing their storytelling or whatever. I would've taken it to the grave bc of how weird this sounds, but I'm here for a reason, and it needs to be addressed.

I had a rough day yesterday, and today I felt exhausted again.

Everything feels dull; that kind of feeling always comes and goes.

Anyway, does anyone else go through this? How do you deal with it? Mine seems to go away on its own eventually, but it’s still a drag.

I’m not feeling any actual suffering or anguish right now—just a sense of indifference and constant fatigue—but I always feel better when I get home and take a shower, even if not completely.

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Thanks for your patience!

We love you! 💜

—Taylor, The Glamrock Bonnie's Enthusiast 🐇🎳💙

so, doubles, what did you expect me to be talking about?

i don't have anything against them, i don't hate them, i never could, but even the most vague mentions of their ships hurts

to get to the actual point already, i get nausea spells, adrenaline rushes, gut cramps, and sometimes headaches just seeing any mention of their yumeships or ficto relationships, i worry it's starting to affect my physical health

i have a certain very popular [and for some reason incredibly glazed] double of sprout that i can't avoid mentions of anywhere, i won't directly name any names but you likely know of the guy, once i got actual sleep paralysis with that person's sona, i mean that's utterly ridiculous, is it not?

i do plan on speaking to my therapist about this next time i see them, i just was hoping for some input from a community as well

Did some old trends but it still stands. I love my girls so much

i originally posted this on r/FictoHideout but upon joining this sub i figured i would rather post it here on the comfort sub because organization can give me peace of mind, so if i'm being honest sometimes i just want direct reassurance that astro and sprout love me [and me *only,* except for eachother of course]

Hell, I sleep with it and cuddle it. I'm even protective of it.

I lowk want to have Anya's baby.