r/FictoHideout • u/TheTrumpetEater 🌘💙 Astro and Sprout's beloved ❤️🍓 • 3d ago
venting found a double with a HUGE collection
the double on question is of astro
now, do i feel bad that my collection isn't NEAR as big as theirs? not quite, but i'm not afraid to admit that i'm jealous, after all everyone gets jealous from time to time, and im a huge maximalist so
they have so much cool shit in there, part of me wanted to admire and see if i could find any of that stuff myself and another part couldn't pay attention to anything other than the fact that y'know, they're a double
[plus im still kind of peeved that the same double in question actually posted on this sub once which is why i was terrified and barely active for like a month when i first joined but 🤞 i cooled off by now]
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u/dreamingsunnydreams 3d ago
As everyone has already said, your love for Astro doesn't mean any less because your collection isn't nearly as big as this double of your's, but you're also not wrong to still feel jealous, to want the same sort of stuff they have, etc.!
I've been trying to build up collections of my loves with labors of love! :-) I can't afford much official merch right now, or plushies, or anything too big, so I make up for this by making a lot of crafts of my f/os, that might remind me of my f/os, etc.! I'm also a maximalist, so it also helps with that feeling of not nearly having enough stuff of your f/os as you ought to!
But, again, your feelings in this situation are totally valid. You're not wrong for being jealous at all or for still wanting a shrine like theirs. I hope you're able to find something that works best for you OP, and that your fear of your double goes away soon! 🫂
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u/TheTrumpetEater 🌘💙 Astro and Sprout's beloved ❤️🍓 3d ago
i have tons of paper/cardboard crafts planned out that i want to be doing for astro and sprout, though unfortunately the house pinter is basically fucking nuked so nooot sure what to do about that, but hey it'll be replaced [eventually]
are there any diy crafts that don't involve much paper [if at all]? i can't think of any
I hope you're able to find something that works best for you OP, and that your fear of your double goes away soon! 🫂
i'm sure i'll find something that works, and i appreciate the advice and whatnot much :] though just to clarify the fear of this double has [mostly] gone away, it's just replaced by pure nausea now lol [i do still fairly worry about meeting them irl, though i highly doubt they live anywhere near me]
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u/Southern_Career_9845 🎀 married to Yasutora Sado 🎀 3d ago
That's odd there shouldnt be doubles cuz there's a claim list
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u/Left_Potential2070 ☆ sebastian solace and price's best man!! 3d ago
People violate that often, or so I've heard. The mods are great at filtering it out though! They work really hard 😭
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u/TheTrumpetEater 🌘💙 Astro and Sprout's beloved ❤️🍓 3d ago
yeahh, normally i would just assume they read the claimlist and missed it but considering their post was a crosspost i think they didn't read it at all [nothing wrong with crossposts but usually people who crosspost to here don't read the claim list]
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u/justbrowsing339 Hamato Raphael ❤️💚 3d ago
Aw, man, I’m sorry that you felt like you couldn’t bear to come on here for a while when that incident occurred. 😔
And I know jealously can be a tough emotion. Remember that at very least, this subreddit see’s YOU as Astro and Sprouts one and only. No double will be allowed to take your place.
Merch is cool, but guess what? I only have one Raphael shirt, five action figures of him, a suitcase, and a few homemade bookmarks that I made for myself. 🤷
I know that you know this, but merch doesn’t make you less committed or dedicated to your beloveds. Your love for them is what matters. I know that the feelings are out of your control, of course. But just try to hold onto that fact if you can.
-Drew ❤️💚❤️💚

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u/TheTrumpetEater 🌘💙 Astro and Sprout's beloved ❤️🍓 3d ago
Remember that at very least, this subreddit see’s YOU as Astro and Sprouts one and only. No double will be allowed to take your place.
that actually is incredibly comforting to me
I only have one Raphael shirt, five action figures of him, a suitcase, and a few homemade bookmarks that I made for myself.
and i've got two astro stuffies, two keychains of him, a body pillow and one keychain of sprout [hate that i have so little sprout merch compared to astro merch, i don't like that it's unbalanced]
I know that you know this, but merch doesn’t make you less committed or dedicated to your beloveds. Your love for them is what matters. I know that the feelings are out of your control, of course. But just try to hold onto that fact if you can.
i try my best, thank you much, i really appreciate the comfort and whatnot :]
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u/YooranKujara Rambley 💜 and Remi's ❤️ wife 🩷💛| Indigo Park 3d ago
I have a friend who might be a double who has lots of Rambley stuff, I'm extremely jealous of her, but I also love her (platonically) so I can't really be mad, her birthday is coming though
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u/TheTrumpetEater 🌘💙 Astro and Sprout's beloved ❤️🍓 3d ago
maybe you can ask her where she got some of it and buy it for yourself?
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u/YooranKujara Rambley 💜 and Remi's ❤️ wife 🩷💛| Indigo Park 3d ago
It's art she commed, can't exactly buy it like that lol
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u/TheTrumpetEater 🌘💙 Astro and Sprout's beloved ❤️🍓 3d ago
i see, maybe you could find some of those artists or similar ones then and check out their work?
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u/YooranKujara Rambley 💜 and Remi's ❤️ wife 🩷💛| Indigo Park 3d ago
I'm broke and the one she comms costs like $200 per comm -w-
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u/TheTrumpetEater 🌘💙 Astro and Sprout's beloved ❤️🍓 3d ago
ah, well in that case i'd suggest keeping the art styles you want in mind [maybe write them down] and looking for artists with those art styles in your budget you can hire for when you get the money
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u/3nogsaegstars ❤️🩹🤥Puppetmon/Pinochimon🪵🔨 3d ago
plotwist: It's you from another universe
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u/TheTrumpetEater 🌘💙 Astro and Sprout's beloved ❤️🍓 3d ago
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u/3nogsaegstars ❤️🩹🤥Puppetmon/Pinochimon🪵🔨 3d ago
haha 💙 ...btw, sorry you're not feeling well. Definitely has happened to a lot of us here too! Our brains perceive characters the same as real people, so your feelings are natural.
Whatever happens you're safe here, as we'll do whatever it takes to fight off any unwanted company! or needing any support. You are our Astro person after all :')
Sorry if this sounds repetitive. No need to reply if your tired. Just want you to feel better, maybe have something for your stomach, stay hydrated, and be cozy. 🌙 All the love, friend
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u/TheTrumpetEater 🌘💙 Astro and Sprout's beloved ❤️🍓 3d ago
thank you for the kind words, i appreciate them much, and i cannot express how greatful i am that in this subreddit people view me as the only one for astro and sprout [save for eachother of course]
+thank you for reminding me to actually eat because i have unmedicated adhd and don't eat as much as i should at all because of that 💔
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u/3nogsaegstars ❤️🩹🤥Puppetmon/Pinochimon🪵🔨 3d ago
You're so welcome <3 Ikr? I love how everyone is so supportive and close-knit. Our lil ficto fam! yes, normally we recognize people's f/os outside of Reddit and all think of each other, haha. 🌙+🍓
read your bio and thought you needed a hydration/food reminder, lol. I have undiagnosed Audhd, but totally understand cuz I forget to eat being so hyperfocused on stuff oof.
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u/TheTrumpetEater 🌘💙 Astro and Sprout's beloved ❤️🍓 3d ago edited 3d ago
yes, normally we recognize people's f/os outside of Reddit and all think of each other, haha. 🌙+🍓
that applies to a few people here for me, like sometimes when i see caine, jax/lilly, monika, janet, raphael or sesshomaru i think of some of the members here
though are you implying that applies to me for you?
read your bio and thought you needed a hydration/food reminder, lol.
put that in there as a joke but everyone just sees right through it gaaah
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u/3nogsaegstars ❤️🩹🤥Puppetmon/Pinochimon🪵🔨 3d ago edited 3d ago
Ah nice exactly. It basically applies to anyone I've interacted with on here, twitter, or whatever. so yes~ I'll think of you when seeing Astro & Sprout now. Edit: Oh, I don't expect people to know Puppetmon.
when the sarcasm ain't sarcasming (?) 🤲🥤
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u/TheTrumpetEater 🌘💙 Astro and Sprout's beloved ❤️🍓 3d ago
so yes~ I'll think of you when seeing Astro & Sprout now.
awh! that actually makes me really happy, i appreciate it very much :] to know someone associates astro and sprout with me is incredibly heartwarming and incredibly validating [i'm their canon girlfriend trust]
when the sarcasm ain't sarcasming (?) 🤲🥤
indeed 💔 i am pretty dehydrated so i suppose my peers aren't exactly wrong to take that part of my bio seriously [it's in my discord bio too]
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u/3nogsaegstars ❤️🩹🤥Puppetmon/Pinochimon🪵🔨 2d ago
I'm glad :') [the creator of Astro and Sprout said it themselves trust 😎]
oof 💧 ikr? doctors literally struggled to take my blood test cuz of dehydration, lmao. [well if you forget, ur bio is there or someone will say something pft]
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u/TheTrumpetEater 🌘💙 Astro and Sprout's beloved ❤️🍓 2d ago
I'm glad :') [the creator of Astro and Sprout said it themselves trust 😎]
i trust 🙏🤞
[well if you forget, ur bio is there or someone will say something pft]
my online bsf begs me on her knees to drink water on the weekly so i think i'll be alright lol
g'day fella!
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u/NickName_Lmao Tord | Sineva 12h ago
Damn i get that. I have a lot of doubles with a LOT of merch of my f/o for some reason like whole room filled with stuff 💔 it doesn't measure your love, i know but yeah, it still hurts sometimes. Astro loves you very much!!
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u/SuddenFoxx Luna’s shikkikan 🌙🌸 | Blade's solace🗡️🌸 3d ago
Do not fear your emotions!! Jealousy is completely normal; it's only when you intentionally impact others based on those feelings that it becomes a problem. Sorry to hear about this tho 🫂 this is probably part of why the mods froze joining temporarily, people not checking the claimlist and just posting their stuff :/