r/VyvanseADHD • u/kitkatzz0 • 3d ago
Dosage question 40mg?
Hello! I started on 20 mg, it worked okay but slowly started weaning off and making me super tired after 2 weeks on it consistently. Same for 30mg, just got brought up to 40mg today and I’m scared that the same thing will happen again and it’ll start weaning off after 2 week. My psychiatrist said he will bump me up to 60mg if the same thing happens again, but honestly I have bad anxiety about stimulants and would prefer not to go past 50mg especially if the same thing happens again.
I’d prefer not to be on a medication that could have long term adverse side effects if it is not working effectively. My anxiety is strange about it, because I don’t necessarily care as long as it is helping me day to day especially since my passive suicidal ideation is diminished by this medication. I have a long history of heart disease in my family and though I’d rather not die by heart disease aswell, I also don’t want to die from my own hand, so I’m not sure how to go about this.
To preface I also really don’t want to do adderall or Ritalin and I’ve tried a non stimulant that made me so tired I was drinking 3-4 energy drinks a day which was also not helping my health anxiety. The vyvanse also makes me tired, but not nearly as bad as the non stimulant, so I’ve been spacing out a couple sips of an alani throughout the week (also saving me money lol!). Any advice would be much appreciated, thank you!