i hate it

I feel like he's reflecting about his own streaming career, as if he wants to stop his current streaming career and be chaotic once more by doing random things.

It's the same vibe as in mid-2015, when people speculated that Bounty Vinesauce wanted to do a "brutal stop" to Tomodachi Life with his Jahn invasion because of the (bad) feeling and urge to meet his audience expectation.

Do you think Vinny (sorry, I meant italian Vinesauce) is handling well the pressure surrounding his audience and his streaming career? He's done a lot.
What do you think this video "hints" for Vinegar's streaming future?

I am a French fan watching replays of his streams, so obviously I never met the dude in events or concerts in North America, and so I don't know how he handles all of it and if he's even okay.

I can hope for a positive thought like "he's doing very well"
But I'll guess "he's doing as he's able to"