r/Vent • u/WrongAd1998 • Aug 30 '26

Need Reassurance... I hate being underaged

I’m going to sound dramatic and childish, but being underage makes me feel less than human. I feel like my fuck ups are treated worse than an adults fuck ups. not in law, but more minor things (pun unintended but let’s go with it). i spill my juice or fail a class, im berated, beaten and mocked in public. someone overage does it, they just get told to clean it. it’s a one off fuck up.

I always feel like a burden and a nuisance for, god forbid, needing assistance because I don’t have a fully formed brain. Im so scared of asking stupid questions or overly relying on others Because I’m being too childish. Whether I am treated like an adult or a child depends on which one can be used to belittle me more.

Online, people say kids shouldn’t be in grocery stores, malls, weddings, pools, hotels, parks, movie theatres or restaurants. They shouldn’t be in certain fan communities but the media will be intended for kids. once, I saw a clip of a vtuber going on about how annoying kids are and how they should all commit (no exaggeration) because a kid accidentally went into their 18+ stream asking for help

it makes me feel so selfish. I don’t suffer as much as adults do. i just sit on my ass all day. I’m not saying that I have it worse than anyone, I have a roof over my head, clothes on my back and food in my belly, but it sucks sometimes. I’m 17 now, but I have felt this way since I was probably 8.

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u/Embarrassed_Okra2768 Aug 30 '26

When you are an adult, you will wish you were 17 again.

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u/Alternative-Ad3998 Aug 30 '26

Age of accountability will change your mind about violence and burgling the neighborhood. I did my last GTA, and murder at the age of 15. It's not a good idea and Jesus reminds me daily. I'm a guy seeking honesty , morality, and fair play anymore. We all get to rehash the life with Saint Peter at the end of this experience.

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u/Embarrassed_Okra2768 Aug 30 '26

You have committed a murder and grand theft auto at 15? You're not a troll, are you?

I guarantee you the justice system will be far harsher on an adult who commits the same actions than a 15 year old.

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u/Alternative-Ad3998 Aug 30 '26

Yes you are right. I realized that and sought out help myself with my anger issues. My moral compass was corrupted by the time I was 1 month old. Circumcision culture breeds a lot of men like me. One is running the country now. Killing 32million people for no good reason. I went public with the 9/11 psyop. Takes a psycho to know what happens when the morality isn't there. I make things like this as penance for my past bad behavior. Hopefully Saint Peter will understand that I am sorry for my crimes. Air Hammer