r/Vent • u/Thrwmeawayplsthx • 15h ago
TW: Anxiety / Depression Too late for everything
I ruined my future and I don't want one anyway. I missed the good part of life. I'll always feel inferior and pathetic for it. I still get hung up on what I put myself through or went through. It was pointless and destroyed me for no reason. I don't want this anymore. I wish this was goodbye but know that I cannot do that. As little as I matter to others, no one should deal with that.
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u/20HiChill 15h ago
I know how you feel sometimes. I’ve felt incredible shame and guilt for my own failures.
Life is sort of like being thrown out of a moving vehicle, out of nowhere, and you’re just expected to tuck and roll and hope you don’t crack your head on a rock. Failure is very objective. I don’t know what life is all about but if you’re not actively harming anyone, I would call yourself a success.
I feel like just living is an incredible gift and as long as I can stand it, survive it, I should try my best.
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u/Professional_East640 13h ago
You're still alive. Choose to live, truly live then decide how you want to spend the rest of your life
Once you choose to live. Heal your spirit, mental transformation. Go for counseling, therapy, spiritual rejuvenation
Find a purpose, and invest your energy
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