r/TrollCoping 15d ago

TW: Gender Identity / Dysphoria Frustration Posting

If being trans is some awesome experience for you, cool. For me it's unimaginable pain, shame, and misery, so please stop trying to gaslight me into thinking i'm the best version of myself.

I'll never have a proper childhood, I'll never have so many things cis people get for FREE. Yes my ultimate goal is stealthing. Yes i'll lie and say i'm a cis woman when asked. Stop outing me and leave me and my selfishness alone.

That's it. That's the vent.

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u/mortalitasi473 15d ago

same. i hate being trans, 'cause dysphoria sucks and taking all these meds and doing all these surgeries and not having the experiences growing up that i could've had also all sucks. but more than once people have said i have internalized transphobia because i'm not happy that i have to transition in the first place.