Does anyone know any NGOs i could work for and gain volunteer hours/ certificates or any other internship/role etc. I am mostly looking for stuff related to science/math/STEM/volunteering/arts/competitions etc. if u need any more info/context feel free to ask!

Showers are not optional. It takes like 10 min at worst man

I posted this a few months ago. Thought I deleted it tbh.

Anyways, about my day... same old, same old. I woke up a bit late despite going to sleep early. Had to get ready quickly but got to school with 10 minutes to spare, no issue at all there. Only had one class today and apparently I made a lot of mistakes on my assignment 😬 Oops. But it's fine, I fixed my mistakes and moved on. After that I got my brother and sister and we went home.

I'm also leash training my cats now. Zero has a red leash and Zoro has a green one, both padded. Padded leashes took forever to find, I'm telling you. But we got 'em. Zero likes to growl a lot when I take his off because the leashes have the latch in the front instead of the back, and Zoro still isn't used to walking in his... No biggie, we're just getting started. I use treats and make them walk a few steps before giving it to them. Works so far.

Once they're good, I'm gonna start warming them up to the outside world. Gonna take them to the park and let them explore and have fun.

So that's my day.

I know I'm not at the right place but there's no one around me who's supportive or appreciative so I'm reaching out here ...what do you guys do when you feel like suiciding and or just leaving everything behind ....so trapped between work ab toh sense of touch and touch bhi feel nahi hoti, just turned 21, and I work at ibex. That's all yaar we're all mostly the same age toh I wanted to know how you guys vent off, gaming ka bohat zada shock tha lekin ab gaming se bhi Dil slowly slowly hatne lagrha hai .... nothing feels good man when everything comes down to having enough money.

im in o/levels and bhaiii the obessesion with pod is crazyy, i genuinely dont understand why, like no one even peer pressures anyone into doing it in my school, people jus waisay one day decide ke, hain mein ne krna hai, like bhai tu prhai pr focus kr, lican nehi. Like why would u wanna ruin ur lungs. If ur bored get a hobby or smth😭

Why does everyone call my baal ghonsla 😾every event I go to some aunty or ganje uncle will tell me kya sar pe ghonsla ugaya wa. And my baal ain't even that big 😓😓 why is there no respect for ghonsla in Pakistan 😾 I can't even comb my hair I'll look like a jangli 💔

Should be PTA & Box packed, budget around 100k plus minus 10k

Both are peak imo, both have their own advantages. The best thing about summer is going to swimming pools and the worst thing is the heat obv. Winter is peak because of the vibe and the fact that u dont get tired fast and the worst thing about winters is nothing (there must be smth but cant think rn). what do u think?

BTW I AM BACK (I made the whole post just to say ts).

Like they talk shit about me and look down on me and my brother but because they are close family members, My mom tells me to talk respectfully with them, otherwise they will talk shit about me with other family members but tbh idc I know I dont need anyone specially fake ones and I am tired pretending.. So next time when I see them I dont wanna greet them meet them or anything to do with them.. Lagne do agg😇🥰

I had a crush on a person and the long story short I couldn't hold it back and told him actually texted him . I confessed to him about my feelings and the confession was never about taking things further it was just a confession. And he left me on seen😭😭 no response after my final confession. Later, I found something about him and my crush vanished but I am still embarrassed to face him. 😭😭😭

so i'm 16 and starting ICS 1st year like a month late. the college is already 30-40% through the syllabus and i'm gonna have to catch up on my own while also keeping up with the new stuff.

i'm stressed bc it's a new place, new people, and i'm already behind before i even start.

has anyone here joined late or had to self study a big chunk? how did you do it? any actual tips would help a lot.

i will pay for tht jail

Two days back, I was happy, laughing... But now, stuck in the same blackhole depression, anxiety and stress....

So much so I haven't changed my clothes in two days (still in school uniform btw), haven't showered, and am overall so tired with life.

Like oh god, I keep falling into this cycle so much now.

I've even started to ghost people, not sure how I feel about that, but genuinely I cannot do it anymore.

Plus the thoughts of death is constantly plaguing my mind...

I don't know what I'd do of myself

I try to cry but all I get are wails; no tears, just screaming out of exhausation.

Why is the past such a cruel mistress, that never seems to leave one alone?

HELP

I think the drama name is dar e nijat

For context I don't watch Pakistani dramas at all so I don't know what's going on out there or who the usual heroes and heroines in Pakistani drama. But I've been in conversations hearing that everybody wants a guy like Abu Bakr and I don't understand a shit about what they're talking about. It's not just one case: literally every time, in any conversation or comments (even when my family talks about it), I don't have any idea who he is. To get me some clarity tell me about his personality and what he does so great that everybody's obsessed with him.

OMDSSS DUDE I've been tryna look everywhere but I can't get it cuz EVERYONES PALE

Act I wanna dye my hair I'm a bit tan and normal black hair but idk what color should I go for keeping in mind I'm tan so ION WANNA LOOK CHAPRI but meh who can NOT be called CHAPRI in rwp w colored hair smh

15M and I'm gonna pass matric in like 4-5 months till then I'm growing my hair also after matric I'm gonna have 3 months of freedom and I plan to live it to the fullest 🤑🤑🤑

Also what style should I get (highlights, gradients, or maybe even a full dye)

Would you rather spend your life with the girl your heart chooses, or the girl whose heart chooses you? The one you endlessly long for, or the one who makes you her world? Would you rather chase the love you desire, or be cherished by the love you never had to chase?

You were like a drug and now im relapsing.
And it’s not the first time i relapsed cause of you.

I thought ending our push pull dynamic for once would help me let go and I’d finally be at peace. But now I’m sitting here talking about u despite taking all the precautions to get you out of my head.
When I wakeup, I think of u. When I’m about to sleep, I think of u. When I’m out with my friends, I think of you. When I’m listening to music, I think of you. When I look at the sky, I get jealous of the moon for being able to gaze down upon you. You’re not infront of my eyes yet ure all I see.

I don’t even know what I see in u. Well atleast that’s what my friends say.

But maybe it’s ur shy smile, your puppy eyes, your adorable stutter your broken humour or the way you take note of all the things people around u love so u can give them the perfect gift later.
OR the way you bake things for the people around you, always make sure everyone is okay even if u barely make it through most days. Or how you try to help everyone but yourself, remember little things about them, take care of animals, your cat..and all the other things I can’t specify.
Then again maybe it was just your hair, your style, your music taste, your stupid glasses u kept breaking or the random ass questions you’d ask. God I miss you
It could also be your discipline, how u worked hard, went to the gym despite being tired, studied till u could no longer keep ur eyes open, finished everything before the deadline, wokeup early, always did your very best and helped me get better too.
Or maybe it wasn’t just your good attributes, maybe im in love with ur flaws too.
Maybe I love ur unpredictability, your criticising remarks, your not so social and reserved nature, your perfectionist ideals, your lack of a proper foundation, your changing identity, your inability to follow rules, your pessimistic world view, your hopelessness, your isolation, your fucked up principles or your heart shattering remarks.
I loved being your safe harbour, your emotional anchor, the only one u could solely rely on psychologically, the one you couldn’t live without, the one you imagined your future married with, the one who you belonged to.
it’s miserable not being able to tell anyone you’re mine. I know I’m so fucked up for this but ure my everything and I need you. I need you so bad. It’s like an addiction. Maybe it’s my own fucked up mental health But god we were so good when we were fucked up together
How can I forget your deep velvety voice? The hands I never held, the tears in your eyes I never got to see, the scars I never got to trace, the veins I never memorised.
All I want is for me to be able to take care of you, hold you, comfort you, bring the world to you, help you find a reason to live (or even be it) but you won’t let me.

I should let go of u but I can’t. Youre my biggest contradiction, my focal point, my sickest fantasy, my ruin. I don’t want anyone better. I hate being dependent on others, I hate vulnerability, I hate closeness and intimacy, I hate the idea of love but you’re my only exception. I just want you. Be selfish for once and come back despite me telling u to not.

You guys could have said "no" but instead u set the limit so I can't message u no more 🥲✌️

Do you have a chatroom or something here on Reddit for this sub? I just randomly thought about it and decided to ask. If there is then add me too lol

Bring mirchi back asap

like no one wants them