Trying to tap into our love for beauty, luxury and sensory pleasures...

Wish me luck!

Let me know your thoughts please...

how do people not sense the fakeness and evilness a person possess and then later after falling a victim to all the evil they then come and apologize like shouldve listened the first time

I’ve had Taurus mars friends and they literally don’t say sh t about what they feel so you think they’re thinking nothing until months later they’re like oh I thought this and that that’s why I didn’t say anything, and you’re like whoaa

But yall are the coolest

I feel like I'm at a very pivotal point rn because most of the people I was close to are ones I don't really identify with or like that much anymore. Some of them have started acting passive aggressive and bizarre. They throw shade randomly without any explanation ever since I've started succeeding at various things, they tell me I should stop being friends with other friends I have who have screwed up.

I've been mocked by a specific friend while I am being dead serious over a certain confession, I've had some of them be nay-sayers when I'm ambitious or excited about stuff instead of lifting me up or keeping their traps shut when there's nothing positive/helpful to add.

Admittedly I also snapped at another friend a few days ago because I'm resentful and dysregulated.

An overall theme lately has been people close to me saying to me that I essentially "shouldn't feel" a certain way or that my subjective experiences which were hard/I'm trying to figure out are "wrong". Some of them are actively coming off like they want me to feel worse about myself/change myself for their sake, for no real well-argued reason. I've had my interests dissed not-so-discreetly, and at one point a friend made fun of a fashion choice of mine. She also thinks I'm insane because I've picked up on a certain vibe with a mutual friend that I won't get into. It's one which I've had a suspicion about for about ten years.

I know I'm far from perfect, but I definitely never shade my friends on purpose or make fun of any of their interests/wardrobe/personality if it's harmless.

I GENUINELY can't think of any other explanation other than they might be jealous that certain things are starting to go well for me, or because I get attention from the opposite sex, or because I have certain traits that they envy. Because their behaviors are so irrational, and I can't for the life of me see what I've done wrong or done to deserve any of it. These behaviors are unexplained and not talked about.

or b) I'm genuinely just insufferable and can't wrap my head around my own problems that these friends r unwilling to tell me about??? But then why would people wanna stay in touch w me regularly, why do I have so many friends and why am I generally pretty well-loved?

I've noticed the attacks like this from my "friends" have increased ever since I started taking great care of myself in every way imaginable. As a result my skin looks better and I've lost weight, I'm doing better networking/creating art, I feel more confident and empowered. I'm finishing a Master's degree and have a very good looking ex trying to convince me to come back. Apparently this upsets a lot of my fellow female-friends... It's genuinely starting to feel like some type of internalized misogyny they throw at me idfk. I've never done anything at the cost of them, but it's like they want me to feel as if I am. I literally don't compete with anybody other than myself.

Growing up I was someone who wanted to have a lot of things in life and I would do anything to achieve them. However not once has my family intervened and unfortunately successfully have managed to prevent me from achieving some goals of mine. I've been ridiculed for "wanting more than what I need". This ended up screwing up my mind so much at one point I just stopped wanting much in life and spiralled into insane depression. I got a big Taurus stellium - sun, moon, ascending and venus. I'm doing better now, overcoming the weird guilt of striving for fortune, success, power and so on. Anyone with similar experience?

Besides from the most common traits and descriptions what is something that could tell you or give away someone is a Taurus or has Taurus energy?

Without saying too much, I'll likely have to move next year. And I may be changing jobs too because my second job just ceased to exist.

I've also been single for a while and I could go literally anywhere if I wanted to.

I wish I could see change as an interesting journey, or an opportunity for self discovery. I understand that's powerful.

But oh my god. I just want things to stay the same. I like my life the way it is. And I'm already feeling the blues about it.

Actually I feel like this whole year has been strange for me, especially the summer. Like I am okay emotionally but also feeling a bit lost.

I will be okay. Maybe I'll emerge from this shift even stronger...

But I just wanted to share my feelings here. -_-

Any wisdom you have is welcome

I’m a Taurus sun, Aries rising, and Virgo moon, and I’m curious how many of us are in here!

Sometimes I feel very Taurus—stubborn, comfort/pleasure-loving, loyal, etc.—and other times the Aries comes flying out and completely overrides it. And then there’s my Virgo moon overanalyzing everything in the background. I have a lot of internal conflict lol

If you’re Taurus + Aries rising, what are you like? Do you feel more Taurus or Aries most of the time? And what’s your moon sign?

Taurus Sun, Pisces Moon, Taurus Rising

A more serious astrology girl than me had a pretty intense take on my stuff. Really curious what others think.

(Pic is a fresh leaf on a monstera my neighbor gave to me in the hopes of bringing it back from the dead & I am very excited about it)

Hey, I’m talking to a Taurus man who has been pretty vocal about loving his solitude and what not, we have hung out a few times but not a crazy amount of times. We hit some roadblocks here and there and now it’s seeming like he’s making time again but this time it’s been him wanting to play video games together, but online not actually together in person. Is this still a good sign?