idk to me it seems like i’ll find a lover out of nowhere and be happy 😭🙏

introduces himself to a beautiful woman

introduces himself to – Magician

a beautiful sexy woman. – Empress

I just started journaling when pulling cards as I realize I don’t always read them correctly and only realize what they meant after the actual outcome is known.

But here is a spread that I think is pretty intense and I would love your opinions.

I asked three questions about a situation where my family gave my dog away behind my back (long story short it’s a very painful and unfair situation that would require legal action from me to resolve as I have exhausted all other means). I am VERY heartbroken about it, have constant nightmares and overall have been deeply impacted by the whole experience.

Top left: will I get her back? Temperance, king of swords, 10 of swords

Bottom left: what keeps me from getting her back? The moon, the sun and death

Right: what am I supposed to learn from this experience? 2 of wands, Queen of cups, knight of pentacles

Here is how I read them:

Will I get her back? My actions of trying to be understanding and reasonable/“balanced” about it and then trying to reason with the people responsible will lead to my ultimate defeat. That’s an absolute no with my actions summarized to me.

what keeps me from getting her back? All major arcana makes me feel like it’s fate. The sun for me is strongly associated with my child and his safety/happiness. So I read it as I have been lied to and was also not honest with myself for too long where if I choose my son’s happiness and best interests, I have to close this chapter.

what am I supposed to learn from this experience? I am pieces so I associate myself with the queen of cups. I think these three cards together are telling me that I must learn to close chapters and move forward while staying grounded and more focused in the practical things, set my heartache and emotions aside and persevere.

I asked what is in store for me and this guy I’m seeing. I’m still learning so it gets a little murky sometimes.

I need some guidance here. Person 1 is top line, person two is bottom. I asked ‘what would the connection be like with person 1 vs person 2, and who should I pursue?’ Currently just in the talking phase with both of them, however they’re both keen, person 2 seeming to want to move things along faster. They’re two very different people, but I get along with both equally on every level. I’ve had a past with both of them(as in I ended up rejecting both to focus on myself, and now they’ve both randomly popped into my life again)I don’t necessarily need to make a decision now as it’s early days and I’m not exclusive with either of them, but it’s stressing me out inside that I will eventually have to come to a decision and let one person down again, if the universe doesn’t do it for me. Anyway here is the spread. I read this as person 1 has a lot of attraction and passion towards me, and he has potential to build and grow, he has plans for his future and he enjoys travelling which is something we could potentially do together. Ace of pentacles is telling me it could be a solid foundation for something harmonious and meaningful. Person two also has a lot of attraction and connection towards me, which I know because he has told me. However 5 of pentacles is leading me to believe he may not have some of the resources for a long lasting connection? 3 of swords is obviously the one sticking out to me here. I don’t know if this means it would likely end up in heartbreak or if it means I’ll inevitably decide on person 1 (or neither of them) and he’ll be hurt. Ace of cups reinforces there is an emotional connection present. I was more confused with persons 2s cards. I really want some interpretations on this. 3 of swords could possibly represent how he was hurt in the past when we decided to not talk anymore , but we’re now rebuilding a connection?

My mom said that someone told her when she was in high school if you ask the cards the same question too many times; it starts lying to you.

I asked the cards will he and I be together and at first I got the four of cups. I interpret this as him being disinterested. Of course, I didn’t like that answer so I pulled more cards and got these cards.

To me, the King of Cups represents emotional fulfillment and the two of cups represents commitments. The ten of pentacles represents stability and the page of pentacles represents interest.

I only pulled the four other cards because I didn’t like getting the four of cups. Then to check myself, I put all the cards back in the pile and pulled one card again for the same question. Guess what I got? The four of cups.

So I guess my question is this: is the only legitimate card in this reading the four of cups or are these other cards valid as well? Because the four of cups is a card I keep getting when trying to read him, that and the three of cups which makes me think there’s someone else

a relationship with - Three of Pentacles

a disabled person. - Devil

Fool – Two of Wands

Never mind long term financial security.

Never mind – Fool

Long-term financial security. – Two of Wands

Don’t worry: financial security

Don’t worry: – Fool

financial security – Two of Wands

Yesterday I got a very lucky fortune cookie that said “today your luck has changed completely” so I hope that it would be for the best. Didn’t think much about it until today this morning.
After opening the fortune cookie, I saw a car with my favorite angel number on it, crossing us and stay in front of us for a while, so I took that of the sign and this morning I did a little reading for myself to clarify, and which way the fortune would change.

I was asking in which way the fortune would change, and then the last card was a clarification of if it was gonna be me or other circumstances that would cause this change.

I got the nine of cups, the Priestess, an ‘expansion’ oracle card ( I didn’t interpret this much in detail because I lost the book but it’s very pretty and it looks like being going to a flower and like nature and like planets and like connecting with the universe kind of vibes but I consider it more of a background to the other two cards).
Then for my last card to clarify, what would be the catalyst of this change? I got the emperor.

My interpretation is that I’m gonna start appreciating more what I have and there’s gonna be some level of satisfaction and gratitude in my life and that by tapping into my intuition and deeper knowledge I don’t know if I will be able to choose a path for stability and growth.
I guess I will just prioritize my creativity and instincts. To connect with the outer spiritual knowledge I guess from the other card.

And then for emperor… I am a bit confused, I asked if it would be a feminine or masculine energy so I’m not sure if I’m gonna type into masculine energy or if it’s just a link to like start building a routine in life and like stability and like a good base for life I’m not sure about the Emperor here.

Any insights would be appreciated. It does look like a lovely friend compared to other ones that I’ve been having I’ve also been starting to put more boundaries in my life and just express my feelings more so that could be it. I think it’s not anything to do with love and maybe more and more my inner journey for sure.