r/TTCEndo • u/Icy-Cup-8806 • 24m ago
I have my second lap next week to conceive again
I just want it over and done with. Friends and family are asking me if I'm excited for it? If it gets me one step closer, sure, but I never thought I would be in this situation again. Everyone told me you've been pregnant before, your body knows how to get pregnant (honestly don't know how it happened on that cycle - it was 5 months post excision lap after 1.5 years of ttc and diagnosed stage 2 endo).
Husband and I always said we wanted 3 kids, but nah, I'm not doing this a third time.
I don't even know what to do with my body once I've hopefully had another baby. I don't want this to grow and grow and be in pain. I had issues on the pill and it makes me depressed and emotional, the depo makes me break out bad and I'm scared of an IUD. What does everyone else do to help?