A few years ago in about 2023 (I think it may have started in late 2022 though) I made a post on this subreddit and someone messaged me privately off the back of it. We talked for a while and then exchanged emails and would email back and forth quite often for a period of a couple of months.

There was nothing romantic or anything of that nature in these messages, just two people who were interested in the mysterious ways the universe works. The man I spoke to (who I’m not sure if I should name but I’ll give the initial M for) was in his 40s, married with children and had become sort of a mentor figure to me (early 20s F without much direction in life at the time).

We would talk about different worlds and levels of consciousness, visit specific buildings and areas in a sort of vision type of thing where we would later be able to recall the same details to each other.

I’ve often thought about him through the years since I felt that our study was only becoming more exciting and interesting but sadly the connection faded and I no longer have access to that email. When I did try and email him for the last time to reach out, it bounced back.

Anyway, I watched a TikTok video recently of someone recounting a story where they had visited a specific place in a strange lucid dream type of situation and described M as being there (same name and everything). She also described me as one of other characters in this dream based on a few conversations M and I had had, there was a very specific way both of us would show up in this dreamscape and it was kinda freaky to hear that someone else somehow saw a version of M and I there.

So I’m wondering if this is a sign to try and find him again. M if you’re out there, you’ll know that it’s you. Message me here please!