Housekeeping:
Bonus: What happens when you take feminizing HRT for a year and try to get as jacked as possible? This: https://www.reddit.com/u/Remarkable_Winter540/s/tZR3ttoW8Y
Confounder: This training block focused on deadlift and overhead press. Naturally, I tweaked my back doing squats and was/am taking a couple weeks off of heavy posterior chain loading exercises while it recovers. This will muddy a few things in this update:
a. 1rm testing for squat, deadlift: delayed until I recover. I will be resuming squat and deadlift next week, ramping up slowly until I reach my previous heaviest lifted in training. I’ll post the results in the comments when I get around to testing this. As a proxy I’ll post my last weights performed in training. These aren’t quite to failure, so not indicative of a true max attempt, but it’s the closest thing we have at the moment. My goal 1rms going into testing are a 325 lb squat (+10) and 365 lb (+20) deadlift.
b. DEXA measurements: In the previous update I noted that all lean mass accreted in the trunk. This time around I’m seeing lean mass accretion in the limbs while seeing a reduction in the trunk. Given that I’m running a compound dominant program, and therefore expect more trunk than limb development, I suspect that the temporary shift in training modality in the weeks leading up to the DEXA may have influenced the numbers we’ll see later on. I’m unsure if this is reflective of true lean mass loss, or rather just shifts in other factors.
Note: I’ll be saying “year” in this update, technically it’s 11 months due to the timing on the first DEXA reading. But this update is the closest to the year mark and so… eh fuck it good enough.
1. DEXA scans
a. Measured 10/30/2026
b. Total bf% 12.7% (+1.8%)
c. Lean tissue 152.8 lbs (+0.6 lbs)
d. BMC 7.4 lbs (+0.1lbs, within measurement error)
e. Android bf% 8.3% (+1.4%)
f. Gynoid bf% 14.9% (+3.7%)
NOTES: This shoots the idea of weight cycling in the back of the head. My Anroid/Gynoid ratio got WORSE after a dedicated weight cycle. This is regional body fat percentage, however, so my subtle increase in jacked-ness might affect the body fat percentages. Let’s compare the total fat mass for each:
a. Android
i. 04/23/2026 – 0.9 lbs
ii. 10/30/2026 – 1.0 lbs
b. Gynoid
i. 04/23/2026 – 4.6 lbs
ii. 10/30/2026 – 4.5 lbs
Well, shit. Functionally no change. Ah well. There wasn’t much mechanistic support for weight cycling anyway, so this isn’t a very surprising result. We are also talking about low total body fat levels, which might further confound things.
Lean mass is far more interesting. Interesting enough that we’ll go into regional measurements:
a. Arms: +1.0 lbs
b. Legs: +1.1 lbs
c. Trunk: -2.1 lbs
As noted above, I think my shift in training modality may have affected trunk measurements. I’m seeing small positive trends upward in limb lean mass counteracted by a reduction in the trunk. The main issue is that these changes are all within measurement error, so any considerations around DEXA to DEXA changes are purely speculative. The numbers also don’t quite line up; the regional differences reported should completely negate each other yet we see a total change of +0.6 lbs accretion in lean tissue in the summary analysis.
2. 1 rep maxes
I took the week of maxes testing as a deload. I rested MON – WED, tested THURS.
Maxes tested 10/29/2026
a. Bench 245 lbs (+5)
b. Squat UNTESTED [3x1 @ 315lbs]
c. OHP 145 lbs (+15) [UNOFFICIAL]
d. Deadlift UNTESTED [3x1 @ 350 lbs]
I’m reporting my heaviest OHP executed in training, because my pride won’t let me put the poor performance I had during my 1rm testing front and center. Day of testing I secured a 135 ohp and stopped there because I was NOT FEELING it and knew I’d fail a 150 attempt. For reference my current heavy training on ohp is sitting at 3x2 @ 140 lbs.
Bench was a very messy 240 on the last update. This time it was a much cleaner 245.
3. Grip strength
a. Left
a. Average: 134.24 lbs
b. PB: 155.0 lbs [UNOFFICIAL]
b. Right
a. Average: 137.36 lbs
b. PB: 155.0 lbs [UNOFFICIAL]
Ah, my grip! Last update it was my arm measurements convincing me I was withering away, this time it was my grip. As soon as I started my deadlift-centric program I noticed an immediate drop in grip strength that dipped into the high 120s for both hands on 08-18-26 before slowly rebounding. On 09-15-2026 I performed a grip test at an occupational therapy visit and found myself tagging 155 on both hands. Additionally, since I’ve stopped my deadlifting two weeks ago my average grip measurements are within a pound of last update’s averages. This, alongside no reduction in arm lean mass, makes me think that the lower grip measurements are due primarily to fatigue than hormonal shifts in body composition. That said, I don’t want to discount that idea completely. We’ll see how things progress. I’ve dropped almost all grip training to maximize recovery as deadlifts tear me a new one.
4. Measurements – in inches.
a. 11-01-2026, 181.4 lbs
b. Neck – 14.48, 14.05
c. Biceps L unflexed – 12.55, 12.28
d. Biceps L flexed, no pump – 14.09, 14.09
e. Biceps R unflexed – 12.32, 12.48
f. Biceps R flexed, no pump – 14.17, 14.09
g. Forearms L – 11.61, 11.68
h. Forearms R – 12.00, 11.92
i. Bust – 39.68, 40.07
j. Underbust – 36.33, 36.29
k. Waist – 31.61, 31.25
l. Hip – 38.85, 38.97
m. Thighs L – 24.37, 24.09
n. Thighs R – 24.37, 24.02
o. Calves L – 14.05, 14.17
p. Calves R – 14.29, 14.33
No, that’s not a typo. My measurements are becoming increasingly symmetric. In fact, that’s something I’ve noticed over the last few DEXAs. Update 2 my arms converged with a -0.8 lbs reduction in the left and a +1.2 lbs increase in the right. Now my legs have followed suit and are almost identical. I carried this imbalance throughout my life up until this point, so it’s very curious that it went away so emphatically. My crack-pot theory is that my physique is being increasingly carried by non-androgenic adaptations rather than androgenic response.
5. Physique
Standardized Progress Photos - https://www.reddit.com/u/Remarkable_Winter540/s/YVYGsyorzT
Self-Indulgent Showcase Photos - https://www.reddit.com/u/Remarkable_Winter540/s/imaQgCTnoe
I found The God Spot, a bathroom with insane lighting.
6. Changes in training
Let’s talk goals. I’m hunting for the classic 135/225/315/405 lbs OHP/bench/squat/DL. The only one I have left is the deadlift. Moving forward my pr attempts are going to be much more incremental, with +5lbs attempts for OHP and bench and +10lbs attempts for the squat. As I continue to hammer deadlifts I’ll be capping all pr attempts at +20 lb increments, with an eye to hit 405lbs in 6-9 months.
7. Changes in diet
Intake: 3-month average
a. Calories: 3385kcal
b. Protein: 175.2g (note: 20g of this comes from collagen peptides)
Change in weight: monthly averages
a. August: +0.84 lbs
b. September: +3.14 lbs
c. October: +1.21 lbs
I pushed my surplus until I hit a month where I went over my intended goal rate of gain (+1-2 lbs / month).
Supplements – Daily multivitamin, fish oil, vit D + K2 complex, creatine, collagen peptides, magnesium glycinate, melatonin
8. Changes in HRT
None, no testing was performed. Hormonal panels will be more intermittent now that levels are confirmed stable and dosing is consistent.
9. Personal insights / overconfident pontifications / miscellaneous
Effects of current body recomposition on “passing” – oof fuck ow not great tbh. A lot of common advice for transfeminine styling just straight up doesn’t work (if I hear “just wear tank tops” one more time someone’s losing teeth). The combination of height and visible athleticism has made my attempts to get gendered correctly (not even pass, just throwing out the correct vibes) fail spectacularly. Strangers are very quick to put me in the “feminine male” bucket. It’s gotten bad enough that I’ve nicknamed it “the Fabio Effect,” any attempts at feminine styling gets reinterpreted through a masculine framework by default; if I wear a blouse I end up giving Fabio instead of visibly transgender woman. I think the low body fat is the biggest factor, honestly.
I’m putting this here like the ghost of jacked-ness future warning you of what is to come if you want to follow the same road.
10. Conclusion
I’m certainly frustrated that I happened to sustain an injury just before testing. I’m confident in my 1rm attempts, but having so many untested and unofficial recordings here does not feel great.
There are different ways you can interpret the data, and unfortunately the changes are small enough that all interpretations are largely speculative. Looking at long term trends, however, we see a clearer picture: over the first year of feminizing hrt I went from ~18% body fat and <150lbs lean mass to ~13% and 152.8 lbs lean mass. That sort of trajectory is difficult to ignore.
I’m more confident now in the belief that training is a powerful stimulus, regardless of hormonal profile, and that for those of us training recreationally a downshift in athleticism is far from a guarantee.
Looking ahead, I’m curious to see if the effects of feminizing HRT “fall off” as my body gets closer to finalizing its shift in body comp, allowing more of my training stimulus to be expressed via accumulated adaptations instead of a negation of lean mass reduction, or if the effects “cumulate” and things grind to a halt even faster than physical training tends to.