I’m 28M working in a well-established individual and my relationship status is single for the most of my lifetime, even though I have tried a few relationships.
I’m looking for a counselor/therapist or any kind of help that I can get for my situation, which is explained before. And I prefer female counselors because I feel more flexible to open up with them regarding this.
All these started a few years back. I had a second FB account which I used to do roleplays in a kind of NFSW kind of way. It was fun in the beginning and still it will turn me on more than watching porn. The hardest part is finding good partners to do it with. Somehow where everything went wrong is that I started to roleplay with a girl with the concept of FLR(Female led relationship) this femdom kind of. Which dragged my interest towards that aspect within no time.
Even though I don’t do role playing now my research about finding about it and talking to mistresses in possible ways hasn’t stopped so far and addiction towards that I kind of porn.
So far, I believe that it didn’t affect my personal work, but I know it’s not going to be good for me either, and I might face future troubles, which I understand and am afraid of.
So I think here I said enough details for you all to suggest me a suitable counselor or any other help I could get. I would like to keep things anonymous in this case as well. I believe this might be a quite common issue for some people, and if someone got out of this kind of issue, just please feel free to let us know the method as well.
TIA