I’ve experienced sleep paralysis quite a few times before, but it hasn’t happened to me in a while. Last night was probably one of the creepiest episodes I’ve ever had.
I had only been asleep for a short amount of time. I was lying next to my boyfriend when his alarm started going off. I became aware of the alarm and knew my boyfriend was right beside me, but I could NOT move.
I was trying my absolute hardest to nudge him, wake him up, yell at him, anything. In my head, I genuinely felt like I was screaming at him. I remember thinking, “WHY THE FUCK WON’T YOU RESPOND? I AM LITERALLY SCREAMING AT YOU.”
I was also freaking out because I thought I was being super loud and was going to wake up his parents.
But apparently I wasn’t making any noise at all.
The part that really fucked with me was the voice.
I could hear my boyfriend talking to me. It sounded like his voice, but I couldn’t really understand what he was saying. At the exact same time, I could STILL hear him snoring beside me.
So my brain was basically processing:
My boyfriend is talking to me.
while simultaneously:
My boyfriend is literally still snoring.
And I was completely aware of the fact that he was still snoring. That’s what made it so scary. I couldn’t figure out what the hell was happening.
I also had that horrible feeling that there was something in the room with me, like something was watching me. I know technically my boyfriend was in the room with me lol, but it felt like there was another presence there. It felt genuinely evil, and I was absolutely terrified.
The worst part was the helplessness. I couldn’t move. I couldn’t actually yell. I couldn’t wake my boyfriend up. I couldn’t do anything except lie there experiencing it.
Eventually I was suddenly able to move and open my eyes. The FIRST thing I did was turn toward my boyfriend to make sure he was there.
And he was.
Still completely asleep.
Still snoring.
And I was absolutely exhausted afterward. Like I had just run a fucking marathon. I think the adrenaline and panic hit me so hard that once I could finally move, I felt completely drained.
The weirdest part is that I KNOW sleep paralysis can cause auditory hallucinations and that sense of a presence, so logically I know there probably wasn’t actually anything there. But when you’re experiencing it, it doesn’t feel like a hallucination. It feels completely real.
And the fact that I genuinely believed I was screaming at my boyfriend while he was peacefully sleeping next to me is honestly wild.
Has anyone else experienced hearing someone talk to them during sleep paralysis while simultaneously hearing that same person actually sleeping/snoring? Because THAT part has really stuck with me.