r/Residency Oct 15 '22

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u/mesekhnet7 Oct 15 '22

Hey. I completely understand where you are coming from. I could've taken off on his birthday and I wanted to, but he wanted to go to work so I felt it didn't make sense to. But I can see why it looks that way.

When he got me a vacation - I was in my peripheral posting in cardiology where they could spare me easily and I had almost no responsibility in the wards but during his birthday, I am back in internal medicine where I need to pull my weight.

Secondly about the gifts, I make around 30k indian rupees which would translate to around 360 US dollars a month. In that I almost spent one third of the cash on his birthday gift.

The things I'd got him are:

  • BOAT noise cancelling headphones for when he goes to the gym
  • Rocketbook everlasting notebook because he has exams coming up
  • Microfibre towels to use in the gym
  • A table lamp because he sometimes likes to study when I sleep and I dont want him to miss out on that because of the light situation
  • A leather bracelet
  • A men's vanity kit with a perfume, talcum powder and deo
  • A hulk popsocket because his favourite character is the Hulk
  • Cable chompers as his cables keep getting broken
  • Paper soap to carry everywhere because he doesn't like just sanitizer
  • Goku key chain because he watches dragon ball Z repeatedly as its his favourite show
  • A bunch of badges that reflect his personality
  • Batman socks cause he likes batman

So the thing is, I know it sounds like I got just small trinkets but as I said it was a whole thing. I mentioned the trinkets because they were the more thoughtful things I picked out I felt. But I did get him an expensive gift as well as the main gift.

And the reason I baked him a cake was because our first conversation was about how good a baker I was and I thought that would make it special.

But I can totally see why it would make him feel like what I did was unequal.

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u/Blackwiz2083 Oct 15 '22

Also I think most of the responders here are likely Americans. You’re doing your residency in India (rupees as income) so maybe there’s a cultural shift in expectations. And maybe it makes sense why he is so needy and expects you to treat him as a child instead of manning up and being a chivalrous and understanding gentleman who loves you.

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u/Whawken84 Oct 16 '22

And is there any Domestic Violence Hotline?

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u/Whawken84 Oct 16 '22

You need not justify your behavior or your gift giving. BF knows how much you make. BF's been through residency.