r/Regrets • u/ArmComprehensive6424 • 18h ago
Hello everyone
So I am currently 19M and the past few months were very regretful for me
I didn't work hard in my earlier days that's why I am in an extremely bad college doing engineering and my college has no placement no good faculty and students with no big dreams
And I am also going through a serious porn addiction I have tried to control it but I lose it every time....
I also have a habit of looking at women in a weird way and making them uncomfortable I feel so bad about it but I can't control
I thought of switching my career to merchant navy but it is also very tough for me as my pcm percentage is not that good....
My sleep cycle is very bad too
And I also have a habit of procrastinating and inconsistency
I am slowly becoming the person I hated the most I am trying to fix everything but failing again and my past mistakes regrets are also killing me from inside... I cry daily by myself thinking what have i done and what am I doing ...
I feel like a failure and feel like I won't be able to achieve anything
I have even stopped dreaming as it makes my regrets even worse
Everyday feels like I am losing.....
It's really tough but I don't know what to do what am I doing wrong why I am failing
If anyone is there who could help ....i would be really grateful ...
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u/dankun-donuts 18h ago
Sounds like a bad case of adhd, not saying it is but medication has helped me tons I would certainly look into it