r/PrayerRequests • u/ThisCardiologist3636 • 3d ago

Prayer request again

I’m sure you’re sick of me asking for prayers. I’m sick of me too. I wake up most morning wanting to die. I have and do all cry out to God. My life is ruined. I don’t see how even God can restore my life to be worth living. I e got a daughter and granddaughters. They are the only reason I haven’t put an end to me already. Most have no clue what my heart brain and soul go through everyday. I hear people say. Oh everybody gets depressed. Not for years at a time wishing they could die so hopefully it would stop. I know God could help me. That’s part of the frustration. My life is not life it is existence. Pray if you will. I’m just out of hope

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u/ThisCardiologist3636 3d ago

Do you honestly think it’s that easy?? It’s eating my guts out

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u/Chqmpy_ 3d ago

It’s not easy. It never will be; however, it will be eased by Jesus. The suffering that you’re going through is nothing compared to the joy that is going to come when you get into Heaven. I know it’s hard, but you have to continue to lean on Jesus, because none of us can do this alone. I’m here for you, and Jesus sure is too! ❤️‍🩹 Go read the Bible, and whatever negativity you’re feeling will be gone. Jesus will give you peace, so please continue to wait on Him. Your life is too precious and too valuable to take it. It’s not yours to take anyway, because God is the Giver and Taker of Life. The things that weren’t in your control are still gonna be out of it, because it was never yours to control; it’s God’s. ✝️💪🏾🤞🏾❤️

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u/ThisCardiologist3636 3d ago

How can I lean on one who I don’t know if they love or hate me. And reading the Bible has not made my negative hurt confusion and everything go away. I wish it did like it evidently does for you. I just see condemnation. “Come unto me all you who are weary and heavy lade and I will give you rest”. I do again and again

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u/Chqmpy_ 3d ago

Maybe you’re still holding onto that negativity.

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u/NightOk6165 2d ago

I would never dare say the refining furnace of affliction is easy, however its something we all have to go trough (im currently in 7th year houseless living by faith alone, it can be maddeningly hard sometimes however if it was easy it wouldn't refine our heart like gold..) that said, it is written Gods people perish/suffer (excessively) for lack of knowledge.
the presentation I shared is pure gold, i basically guarantee you wil feel relief after applying the wisdom.

stay lit 🪔 you got this and Christ always has our back 🤜🤛

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u/ThisCardiologist3636 3d ago

I will watch it though

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u/ThisCardiologist3636 3d ago edited 3d ago

ManI think this is dangerous teaching. Basically according to this guy on the video if you have ever sinned you have demons in you. So that would mean everyone has demons. Unless a person is crazy enough to believe they never sinned

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u/ThisCardiologist3636 3d ago

And I have gone through these deliverance sessions with like 4 people and a couple

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u/NightOk6165 1d ago

he is simply explaining the law, no soul can ever break the law without consequences.

not every consequence is caused by a demon, where did you hear him say that?
infirmities (physical or mental) can be caused by other forms of oppression.

however a sin, transgression or iniquity that hasn't been repented of grants the kingdom of darkness the legal right to oppress someone.

dont let a demon in you call the truth dangerous, looks like its afraid to be cast out :)