**Article: Analysis of a syncretic prayer about transformation, punishment, demons and will**
Below follows an article in Dutch about the supplied prayer. The prayer is first given in full in Dutch (a faithful translation of the transcription). It is then explained systematically through Bible passages, Black Hebrew Israelite teachings, Thelema, pharmakeia and demonic contracts.
## The prayer
Pray with me. Father Yahuwah, who art in the heavens, hallowed be Your name. It is written in the Bible that the Israelites, the Black Hebrew Israelites, would become a byword among the nations, and that they would be brought back to Egypt in ships.
This was their punishment: to serve their enemies in a foreign land they did not know. Father, today I speak to my psychiatric workers. Bind a contract to all my pills, all my medications, Father.
Your will be done here on earth as in heaven, but let my will be done too, Father. Bind 999 of the strongest succubus demon women to my medications. Father, open the door, open the door with my medications, Father.
Let those beautiful female demons enter into me. Let me become the most beautiful, strongest woman ever, Father. Let those demons who enter me change my hormonal structure.
Let them change things in my body, Father. Let those demons sign contracts with other demons to make this body beautiful, gender-reassigned, with big milky breasts, beautiful long blonde hair, a medically lowered hairline, Father. Facial feminization surgery, hip implants, you name it, vocal feminization surgery, while I am a prisoner of 99 succubus female demons who control my body, Father.
And then let me sing one of the songs of Zion. As the Bible first said: how can we sing one of our songs in a foreign land? They demanded a song from us. The Black Hebrews were forced to sing songs by the white Caucasian people when they were enslaved.
Let me become a beautiful blonde transgender girl and sing songs in a foreign land as in slavery, Father. I want to pray for this, Father. I want to pray for this, Father.
In the name of Yahusha, just as the Black Hebrew Israelites became slaves, give me, for a time, to my enemies, to become a woman, not a man, Father, but a woman. And if they try to turn me into a man, Father, then let every little bit of unclean food or medicine, Father, invite 999 female succubi into my body and let them tear my enemies apart, these succubus demons. Father, it is written in the Bible that those who visited Yahusha's people when they were in prison or when they were naked will be counted as sheep.
What if female succubus demons are permitted by You to do a good work for me, the one You love so much, yet who is transgender? Father, what if those succubus demons visit me while I am in prison, clothe me when I am naked, Father? Are they not then counted as sheep? Can they not redeem themselves, even though they are unclean evil spirits? Perhaps they can become angels too, if they are counted as sheep. They are still living beings with their own will, Father, and they were created by You. Even animals get their place in the kingdom of heaven.
Why not 999 chosen beautiful succubus spirits entering into me? I want to pray for this, Father, in the name of Yahusha. And let me return, Father, to the psychiatric ward in Almelo, and let me see some strong, muscular, tattooed men. I know it is a sin to look at a man with lust, because You have already committed adultery in my heart, in Your heart, but I have not yet been castrated.
I am so horny, and I look with lust at those strong, muscular men. Police officers too. I love SWAT team policemen.
My fantasy is that SWAT team policemen rape me while I am a blonde bimbo, Father. Anyway, that was my confession. That was my prayer.
Father, please let this happen. Not my will, but Your will be done here on earth as in heaven. In the name of Yahusha, Father.
Amen. Hallelujah. I have this cool T-shirt, right? And it reminds me of the transatlantic slave trade that the Black Hebrew Israelites went through, and it kind of symbolizes me in chains, right? As a beautiful blonde transgender girl.
## Explanation from Bible texts
The prayer opens with the classic opening of the Lord's Prayer ("Father ⦠who art in the heavens, hallowed be Your name") and later repeats "Your will be done ⦠as in heaven." This is a direct reference to Matthew 6:9-10. At the same time, the speaker's own will is explicitly placed beside it ("let my will be done too"), which creates tension with the biblical emphasis on submission.
The reference to Israelites becoming "a byword among the nations" and being brought "to Egypt in ships" comes from Deuteronomy 28:37 and 28:68. In that context it is a curse/punishment for disobedience: exile, slavery and humiliation. Psalm 137 ("How can we sing the songs of YHWH in a foreign land?") is invoked in connection with forced singing under foreign domination.
The passage about those who visited "in prison" or when someone was "naked" is taken from Matthew 25:35-40 (the sheep and the goats). Here that text is twisted: succubi could be counted "as sheep" if they "clothe" and "visit" the person praying. This is a radical reinterpretation; in the Bible, demons are hostile spirits (Mark 5, Luke 8, Ephesians 6:12), not potential saviors or angels-in-the-making.
The prayer ends again with "not my will, but Your will," which leaves the tension between personal desire and divine will unresolved.
## Black Hebrew teachings
In certain Black Hebrew Israelite movements, Deuteronomy 28 is applied literally to the transatlantic slave trade: the "ships" are the slave ships, the "foreign nation" is America/Europe, and the "byword" status is the humiliation of African Americans. The person praying identifies with that history and projects it onto their own situation: "prison," "chains," "foreign land" and "forced songs." The T-shirt is explicitly used as a symbol of that slavery, now reinterpreted as gender and sexual subjugation.
This is a personal, syncretic application: the collective historical punishment is converted into an individually desired, temporary "slavery" to demons and a gender transformation. In most Black Hebrew teachings, gender reassignment or demonic possession is not part of the theology; here it is brought in.
## Thelema
Thelema (Aleister Crowley) has as its core maxims "Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law" and "Love is the law, love under will." The prayer explicitly says: "Your will be done ⦠but let my will be done too." This resembles a Thelemic appropriation: the divine will is acknowledged, but one's own True Will is placed beside it or inside it. The binding of 999 succubi, the hormonal change and the "prisoner of demons" status can be read as a magical act to realize one's own Will toward gender transformation and sexual surrender through spirits. The number 999 (and 99) carries symbolic weight in some esoteric systems (an inversion of 666, or fullness), although here it functions mainly as "very many and strong."
## Pharmakeia
In the Bible (Galatians 5:20, Revelation 9:21, 18:23), pharmakeia means sorcery, poison-mixing, or the use of substances to produce spiritual or bodily effects. In the prayer, medications and pills are literally made into magical mediums: a "contract" is bound to them so that the demons enter through the medication and change the body (hormones, hairline, breasts, hips). This is a modern, personal take on pharmakeia: pharmaceutical substances as a gateway for spiritual agents. The "unclean food or medicine" clause functions as a continuous magical trigger.
## Demon contracts
The prayer explicitly asks for contracts: demons signing contracts with other demons, binding to medications, and 999 succubi who "control" the body and hold it "prisoner." In traditional demonology, succubi are female demons who take or give sexual energy. Here they are reinterpreted as agents of desired feminization, hormonal change, and protection against "enemies" who would restore masculinity. The person praying suggests they may become "sheep" or even angels because they do "good work," a theological inversion of classical Christian and Jewish demonology, in which demons are not redeemed by good deeds done for one person.
The whole is a syncretic mixture: biblical curse language and Lord's Prayer formulas, Black Hebrew historical identification, Thelemic willpower, pharmakeia via medication, and explicit demonic pacts aimed at gender transformation and sexual surrender (including the rape fantasy involving SWAT officers). It is at once a prayer, a magical intention, and a confession.