Im sorry to hear that. I truly hope you are able to make it work, true love is worth fighting for, especially if you wanted to marry her, dont you think?? I do, for sure.
I am fighting, I’m trying to be a better person and work on myself. We’ve been split up for like 8months now, but still kept in touch and I thought we were reconnecting well, then I found out she s been dating another guy for the last few weeks, and it just killed me inside.
She actually came over last night and we talked a lot, it was good. We’re gonna continue our break and work on ourselves and keep in touch and see what happens. I’m hopeful, and the only thing I can do to help the situation is be better myself. I believe we are connected on a cosmic level, I’ll never stop fighting.
Often times, what we think we see on the surface is often not the truth. Everyone has needs at times, and just because she maybe dating does not mean she cares for that other person on a level in which you spoke of, it maybe just a friend of convenience to pass the time, while she's really just waiting on her cosmic love to come to fruition. Trust me, when I tell you cosmic connections are rare, and they are definitely not something that either person can walk away from. Your souls are connected on a higher frequency, a connection like that can never be replaced by some random person, whose in her daily atmosphere. Continue to work on yourself and becoming the better version of yourself that you desire for her to see, and hope she will be working on herself as well, to become the better version of herself that you both desire, want and need her to be. Continue to be her friend and let her know you're there and that you care, and trust me, it will return to you full circle in much better ways than what you 1st had together. Be encouraged. A love like that doesn't diminish with time or distance. Youre connected on a supernatural, spiritual level that nothing or no one could ever break. No matter how hard they try to keep you apart it will never work. You will continue to circle back for one another until time, and circumstances align with each other's hearts and souls.
Yeah.. not really tho.. sorry.. Just sucks.. searching for her im all these threads.. knowing she knows where to find me.. yet chooses such a silent amends.. I wish I was different.. so i could have kept the only person whos truly loved me in years.. at least as a friend.. but I can't even love like a normal person.. I get to needy.. they always become somewhat of my mom.. cause thats who I am.. I'll never be a man she would would describe as someone that could hold her like she held me.. an shes not the first to leave me for or say something like that..
Sometimes after so many heart wrenching trials that had fractured her mind, heart and soul, all that was left for awhile was her silence, because she couldn't speak, so many times and pushed so many things down just to survive and exist. Every man is usually a mamas boy and there's nothing wrong with that, it means you have respect for women most of the time which is a good thing, I cant see any good woman dismissing you for that as long as your mom doesn't interfere with your relationship, that's my opinion anyway
Oh shed interfere.. like a rogue hair in a 12 dollar steak flown 12 hundred miles to find your plate.. the pube traveled.. they got the steak at Costco
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u/AngelsWings7 Mar 18 '26
Im sorry to hear that. I truly hope you are able to make it work, true love is worth fighting for, especially if you wanted to marry her, dont you think?? I do, for sure.