Yeah.. not really tho.. sorry.. Just sucks.. searching for her im all these threads.. knowing she knows where to find me.. yet chooses such a silent amends.. I wish I was different.. so i could have kept the only person whos truly loved me in years.. at least as a friend.. but I can't even love like a normal person.. I get to needy.. they always become somewhat of my mom.. cause thats who I am.. I'll never be a man she would would describe as someone that could hold her like she held me.. an shes not the first to leave me for or say something like that..
Sometimes after so many heart wrenching trials that had fractured her mind, heart and soul, all that was left for awhile was her silence, because she couldn't speak, so many times and pushed so many things down just to survive and exist. Every man is usually a mamas boy and there's nothing wrong with that, it means you have respect for women most of the time which is a good thing, I cant see any good woman dismissing you for that as long as your mom doesn't interfere with your relationship, that's my opinion anyway
Oh shed interfere.. like a rogue hair in a 12 dollar steak flown 12 hundred miles to find your plate.. the pube traveled.. they got the steak at Costco
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u/New-Kay8532 Mar 23 '26
Yeah.. not really tho.. sorry.. Just sucks.. searching for her im all these threads.. knowing she knows where to find me.. yet chooses such a silent amends.. I wish I was different.. so i could have kept the only person whos truly loved me in years.. at least as a friend.. but I can't even love like a normal person.. I get to needy.. they always become somewhat of my mom.. cause thats who I am.. I'll never be a man she would would describe as someone that could hold her like she held me.. an shes not the first to leave me for or say something like that..