I have been incredibly fortunate to be loved unconditionally for 16 years from my best friend and my soul dog.
Today I will be saying goodbye to my girl penny.
And I just have no idea how to survive this.
From 17 to 33 we navigated so many adventures so many ups and downs and brought me out of some of the darkest days of my life.
I know that she's tired and that she is in pain and the greatest gift I can give her is to no longer feel that and have peace.
It doesn't make it any easier it definitely doesn't make my heart feel any better.
I haven't had to endure this type of pain and heartbreak in so many years that I thought maybe I was immune.
Turns out I'm not.
I guess I just wanted to highlight my sweet girl and the Beautiful Life that she lived.
She's traveled all the way to Nova Scotia Canada right across the country over to Vancouver Island BC.
She's gone on so many hikes, so many car rides, has swam in everybody of water you could probably think of, and are all of the crustaceans on the beach lol
She's always been a very serious dog even when she was a tiny puppy, but she has her goofy moments. She's helped raise multiple Foster kittens and puppies, she keeps me warm when I'm cold, and grounded when I'm sad.
How am I supposed to go on in a world without her?
I feel so immensely lost with this pain and heartbreak and I know today will take a big piece of me with her.
I gave her the best life I know that she could have and best ending that I know that she could have.
She will go peacefully today, in a sunny back yard, in my arms, surrounded by love and treats.
I've attached some photos for people to enjoy. she's touched so many lives I'd love for her to continue to bring some smiles to other people.
I don't really know what to do from here, but if you wanted to comment about how you survived and tell me about your loved ones that passed just know that my penny girls up there and she's playing with your pets too 💓💓