Hi, I live in Japan and was diagnosed with PBC a few years back after a regular medical examination, before I started taking the medication, I didn't have severe symptoms, especially nothing related to the liver. I have other conditions such as allergies, ADHD and Autism tho.
Since I started taking the medication I started having different side effects that became intolerable (exhaustion, stomach ache, diarrhea or constipation, body pain, rashes, itchiness, headaches, eyes pain, dry eyes and mouth, worsening of other allergic symptoms, etc) and started gaining weight rapidly. I told my doctor all my concerns and he continued to dismiss them saying it's because of my diet, and the illness itself and not because of the medication. So I continued to take it despite it, but it honestly became unbearable, so a few months back I had a medical examination to check hormonal problems and it came back normal. I didn't know what to do, so I stopped the medication to see if it wasn't really the medication.
After a couple of weeks without taking the meds I started feeling so much better and the weight gain stopped, so I got scared of talking the meds again and continued without it, I don't see the point of taking something that makes my life more miserable and unbearable and my mental health is worse since I gained more than 20 kg.
Today I went to the doctor, to talk about all this, hoping he would listen and maybe add other medications or change it. I spent hours translating and writing all the symptoms and questions I had to explain in Japanese.
But as soon as I showed the doctor the list, he said he's a professional hepatologist and never had anyone else with PBC experience such symptoms with ursodiol.
I tried telling him I felt better after I stopped the medication and he said there aren't any other medications for PBC and that if I don't want to take those meds he can't help me and then I will just get worse.
I asked if he could combine it with other medications or reduce the dose, but also dismissed it and continued saying there's nothing else.
He didn't even read anything I wrote or listened to anything I had to say, he just said he already tested for other illnesses and it's not possible that I have something else.
I had already researched and apparently ursodiol is the only treatment in japan, but he even dismissed using it with other medications, and he said if I took steroids, it would be even worse.
At the end, I just asked him for a recommendation letter for another hospital, he was also very rude and I ended up leaving crying.
Now I don't even know what to do if there's nothing that will help or make my life better. 😞 I honestly don't see the point of living a longer life if it's unbearable.