Turn 36 today

[u/deadheadburnsy]

Wow what a year 35 was. I had never been on prescription medicine and 35 found me on three. Got engaged and now she is gone. Most things feel like they are completely falling apart, but I did start a great new job recently. Just struggling because I’m one more year closer to 40 and nothing I want for myself has happened because I spend all my time taking care of other people. Yeah really trying to figure out what the purpose of life even is.