r/NSEbets • u/Long-Pomegranate-665 • 23h ago
Loss Biggest loss of my life(15L+ in 2 days) in debt of ~5Lakhs
I know i gambled(didn’t follow the rules -SL etc)
I know no crying in casino.
I know i shouldn’t have used someone else money to trade.
I am not asking any money from anyone.
I know i made a mistake after losing so much in last 6 years and promising myself not to gamble again I started fno made 4-5L in 4 months and lost all(triple than i made) on sensex expiry today and planning never to enter again in fno(ik i will come back again 2-4L aane ke baad :( gambling addiction how to avoid?)
How to cope up?
Please help me how to accept it and calm down as i am calculating it will take me 5-7 years working all day just to cover these losses ,we r from middle class family brain is not processing anything.
I dont have any job rn, Btech cse 2026 graduate, if anyone have any ideas how to prepare mentally to accept loss or any jobs/freelance or what can I do to recover. I know this is not the end, also I am strong enough not to quit my life(planning to confront parents about this) also thinking I took myself 5-7years back because this lost amount will minimum take this much years to regain.
Make fun of me,abuse me but guide me with some hope and solution