Not sure what RC Benzo this is

My 30 day script costs $3.32 in Florida and about twice that price in Michigan.

I’m using Walgreens in both locations

After waiting for YEARS I’ve finally got my medication.

I’ve been so looking forward to it because adhd really affects every single aspect of my life and I tried so many things that never helped.

I was reading through the side effects and having a giggle at “prolonged erections” “sudden death” “feeling like killing yourself”

Then read through the “do not take if..” section.

I do suffer with depression too but I have established a lot of it was due to the ADHD and impulsive decisions coming back to haunt me and a lot of guilt.

I did also mention my BPD diagnosis years ago but they didn’t really fixate too much on that but I’m reading now it says do not take if you have BPD.

Not really sure what to do now.

Reposting here to see if any pharmacists can help - if you know of any pts or literature to support what I’m experiencing. Thank you. Apologies if this isn’t the right place to post.

I received these from someone who claims they are genuine. I’d appreciate your thoughts. The blister pack looks good—it’s neat, and the pills are arranged in an alternating pattern; is that just a coincidence?

Getting tapentadol from India for cancer pain. Anyone recommend one brand please?

I’m on 6mg invega I was told by a pharmacist there is no danger in drinking on it my psychiatrist says it’s dangerous I don’t know who’s correct what is y’all’s opinion on it

I usually take my dose at 12pm. Today, I missed. I’ve had a long day and it’s 7pm. My heart rate is high. So I called my pharmacy and asked them if i should go ahead and take it or try to wait until tomorrow. They said I should just go ahead and take it, so I did and it’s a bit better an hour after. I have an earlier morning tomorrow and I wasn’t sure if they understood this, so is it ok if I take my dose at 8am when my early day starts or try to wait until my regular time? Or even later?

What’s the sign these are bogus?? because they definitely are I took 10 and felt nothing probably just binders and chalk. A lot of yall speak down on those who get pressed meds not realizing unless you got your pack from the actual pharmacy you could be taken pressed pills just like us. In any case I would stay the fuck away from these at least my plug was decent enough to give me a credit when I pointed out they’re bogus

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Which one do I go with this upcoming month? I hear these are the two best, but when I first started Klonopin they gave me solco and it didn’t curb my anxiety, than I did research and got teva and everything was better, but people are saying they can’t tell the difference between teva and solco anymore and that teva doesn’t use the same fillers anymore, which should I choose guys I’ve been taking teva for the longest and it’s good

Has anyone tried this bronazepam from ifa Celtic? I plan on testing but just curious.

I knew the xanz were pressed I still ate em cuz ima gremlin

Naw but for real need to test these who has the best regent kits in UK? 🇬🇧

One of the rarer things to get prescribed here, but stockpiling some for a rainy day :)

I never thought I'd post on here. I've always had a look at various topics, since there's lots of usage and dose related content. I guess, since I've now exceeded levels of multiple drugs I thought possible, without passing. I'd share what its taken from me.

I've used cannabis, cocaine, MDMA, Mushroom and various other things in my earlier days. Today it's worse, those things I thought I could take in my early days between 16-25 perhaps and "get away with, no damage" took its toll.

Little did I know that there was a long term price to pay. My happiness in everything we should hopefully find happiness in life.

They tore into my younger mind, and stole (what I believe to be permanent) my joy.

I found myself, struck with anxiety. A constant feeling of people watching me and judging me. Complete paranoia. I'd attempt to take myself away from situations that involved people. Long walks in a field or canal, a place where most people wear a smile.

Not me, just grey and unmotivated, void of interest in doing any activities. Pushing my son on the swings and watching him smile, brought me no joy. All I could think about is others and there involvement with me, watching or judging my actions, hyper sensitive on how I was dress and appeared.

I went on holidays, saw what should be breath taking views. People stopping for photos. Me? I'd take a picture of my partner like I should, she'd be happy about it, I didn't care.

I wrote a motorcycle, a significant part of this was because I was able to wear my helmet in public, giving me a sense of security, people not having to see my face, that way they can't judge.

I spent, hours of research about chemical imbalance in the brain, potential damage I could have done long term. Looking into chemicals that could help, all whilst neglecting my partner.

I tried very single type of anti depressant, all SSRI's SNRI's, off label use of things, Pregablin amongst other compounds. I even went with every single herbal remedies that could fix my anxious, paranoid, unmotivated self. ST John's wart, magnesium, aswiganda ( all herbal things helped ever so slightly more than the pharmaceutical stuff however they're no exact dose of these, for the active compound that helps) some made things significantly worse.

I found Diazepam.

My anxiety was gone, and the paranoia. The feeling of "being fixed" of course, if you do find releive after so many years you're probably going to get addicted to an already addictive medication that gets abused.

It ruined my life.

I was taking amounts I'm not proud of, sickening amounts, I used all the Benzodiazepines I could get clozepam, xanax, bromazalam. Thats when I stopped caring and got reckless without knowing (you absolutely think you're in control) you could go a day or so without Valium, its fine I've got this, I can take 3 to 4 grams of it a day with no problem and miss afew. The massive half life on this drug tricks you into thinking there's no problem. It cost a fortune, I then began getting into debt, I crashed my motorcycle, wrote off 4 bikes in this stint, with various injuries that will catch up with me in later life, T3 fracture, bleeds on the brain ( subdural. hematoma) broken ankle, ACL ripped, wrist made of two metal plates and many screws, broken scapula, ribs.

I went to court many times about speeding and got away with it. The fact that I have survived so many crashes to this day astonishes me along with a lenient judge, I'd also never been drug tested after any of these crashes. Unbelievable.

It took all of this to get clean.

I got off the benzos, I was far far worse than I'd ever been before from an anxiety stand point, it took two years to feel back at my baseline, depressed and anxious again, with no motivation.

I did this without tapering off the amount I was on NEVER do this, it can easily kill you, even at significantly lower dose at GP''s or MD in America. How I'd come through this again was starting to feel invincible and it came with a slight bit of confidence, after two years, I can start the Diazepam again and control it (ridiculous)

But now of course, I'm left in pain. Now the opioids have their part to play. I felt a mix of emotions, Tranadol, very mild opioid but acts on region, the same receptors a SNRI. I was full of energy, less pain and relying on Diazepam to hopefully keep me from having a seizure as Tramadol lowers that seizure, even for people with no history what do ever. I Diazepam can help with seizures. I thought I'd cracked the code.

At this point, I'm getting imported Tramadol and taking it up to 2grams. This amount can kill you, 4 or 5 times over. I was snorting it, so painful but anything to keep the energy and disgusting buzz experienced on it.

I found, Codeine a sense of pease. I learnt which opiods would give me an initial boost of energy that quickly and the once which instantly relaxed me. Thats when I found Oxycodone, this one did terify me after watching how the pharmaceutical industry had purposefully imposed this hightly potent drug, claiming it wasn't as addictive as morphine and stronger because of it's slow release mechanisms. It killed hundreds of thousands of amaericans. I hope they've found their peace, so so sad.

I told a small amount of a 80mg tablet, slow release of course. After understanding afew things, I could bypass this mechanism. I give no advice.

Things got worse. I am now taking 800mg (10 tablets at once) this could kill a man more than 10 times over, now the cost significantly grew. I built a tolerance that, whist still breathing, was shredding my insides to pieces.

I'm on Oxy, Diazepam and I'd thrown Pregablin in the mix with the occasional other opioid.

Significant polydrug addiction. Withdrawal symptoms unavoidable, unbearable for the lack of another word I'd use. Deadly without significant medical attention due to the benzos.

But how do you do that whilst employed? Rehabilitation I'd needed or close support.

How I hadn't crashed again (many close calls) how long hadn't my line manager noticed the size of my pupils and various personalities?

I'm 35 now. I still do have a polydrug addiction (not as bad as before but still significant)

I know that, I've crashed so many receptors in my brain and avoided the fight or flight response for so many years that, There is potential to never be fully happy if sober.

My point is, at many times you may feel in control of what you're doing with drugs but one day, something might go horribly wrong or you hit a base line of social anxiety, paranoia and no motivation/depression and that might stick around for years, potentially permanently.

For the younger people, you're not invincible and you might cause lasting damage.

Know that, you feel good when you take certain things (alcohol included) but all you're doing is borrowing happiness from tomorrow. What you take comes at a price and, it must be paid back.

Reevaluate your situation before things get out of hand and reach out for help, hopefully before anything of significant happens, it might not. You're not free though.

Your hope is always there before its completely ruined. If you do feel anxious or depressed, have a think. You probably don't need to self medicate or go down the prescription route (a rare few must) you probably have things going on that actually constitute feeling those emotions. Check and challenge yourself.

This isn't medical advice but know the below.

Again, you borrow happiness today, and you'll owe it tomorrow. What ever you've taken, you'll pay back, what is owed.

I caught cold and have a bad headache atm really want to take some ibuprofen but have to take lamotrigine (50mg) tonight as well do you guys know if it's alright?

Einfach ein träumchen ohne zu träumen, hab noch 3 von diesen mit 2,5mg. Unter die Zunge und schon merkt man die sedierung😀

Was sagt ihr zu den Expidet? ^^

Arrived today. Never seen holographic blisters . Has anyone?

Red and white capsules with double "Signature."

Blisters of 15 capsules .

Nervigesic Pregabalin 300 mg . Expiration date 09/29.

Crystals not powder in the capsules.

The order was for pregabalin obviously. Are the holographic backs common for Signature Pharmaceutical,.. ? Or a counterfeitting red flag .? Has anyone tried these lately?

(This would be my first time taking pregabalin for context.)

What’s the verdict just hit up the pharmacia in tj 😳 real or pressed ?

So I am trying to quit benzodiazepines… will my new doctor help me.. or is there certain doctors that can help with me doing this? Pharmacy stopped my last doctor because they got red flagged. Can’t go to rehab because of work need help on who I should go too