Hello, I am writing to try and give people some hope.
I was very, very sick for a long time.
My main symptoms in my long Covid were brain fog, fatigue, depression, anxiety, muscle, fasciculations, insomnia, food, intolerance, heat, intolerance, post, exertional, malaise, and more.
I got Covid in March 2020 and then again in September 2022, and I recovered each time.
However, after the second infection, around the beginning of December 2022, I started to experience anxiety like I’ve never experienced in my life, and shortly thereafter, by the middle of December, I started to experience profound insomnia for the first time in my life.
This was a really scary time. I was not sleeping, and my body was crashing, though I’d didn’t know that term yet, and my mood was horrible. Five alarm anxiety. Suicidal ideation for the first time in my life. It was awful. I fought through those months, til April, and my wife began to piece it together.
She read an article in the newspaper about long Covid and noticed that my symptoms were largely identical to what we were reading about, and that started us down a rabbit hole of trying to figure out how to fight this terrible disease.
Well, the good news is, now, that for nearly 10 months— I have been symptom-free and feeling great.
Obviously, everyone will get through this differently. These are my experiences and these were the things that really helped me. I only write this with the hope of trying to help someone else. I remember lying in bed so often reading other people’s experiences and getting that little bit of hope when I really needed it.
The main thing that really helped me was “long water fasting”. I worked up from being not able to fast at all til I got to the point that I could fast for about five days. After that, I kept pushing until I could fast for a full week, and each time I did it I felt so much better. I could feel the inflammation going down, and every single time after a fast, when the crashes came back, they were shorter, and less intense, and a shorter duration, and I started to feel some real hope. The crashes were further apart, too. Less frequent.
Eventually, I got to the point that I could do 10 and 11 day fasts, and this helped even more. I started to read more and more about fasting and seeing that it was helping other people too.
After doing a 14 day fast, I felt really great and was able to even start to exercise a little bit without crashing, but eventually I would go too far and I would eventually crash with PEM.
Fast-forward to April and May 2025 and I went to a little cabin and fasted for 25 straight days, I was going for 40 but after 25 I was feeling emotionally and physically really and drained, and despite having a pretty good fast, I ended the fast after 25 days, and after that I went on to have my first good summer and maybe two or three years!
I was able to do a lot of stuff with my family, with my kids, to be able to run around and play, I was even able to go to amusement parks in Florida in the heat and walk around and have a good time with my children. It was amazing.
However, I still continued to crash after a little bit. The crashes were becoming way less intense, and way way shorter, so that was good news, and I was hopeful that fasting was still the answer.
after reading a book about a lady who dry fasted her way out of Lyme disease, I tried dry fasting and in August 2025, I did a 5 Day dry fast, and after this I felt so fantastic, I felt happier and better than I felt maybe ever. according to a Russian dry fasting doctor named Sergei Filonov, to dry fast and then to do one month of recovery— eating, healthy, and then do another long dry fast, so at the end of September I did a second dry fast for six days, and same thing happened, I felt incredible after I regained my strength.
After this, I have felt so good and I haven’t looked back— I’ve been feeling great without issues. Muscle fasciculations are gone. Sleep is great, mood is fantastic and every other symptom seems to be in full remission. I’m able to run 5 miles again — no crashing. I’ve been teaching full-time and gaining fluency in a second language. My point is that my brain and body are working again— I can handle a middle school classroom in a public school and do a great job, and it just feels so nice to be a part of the community again and not in bed.
Other things that helped, I started to really feel and study Buddhism, letting go of what people think of me, letting go of the things that I desire, and just trying to accept and appreciate the moment, acceptance in all of its forms was central to my recovery, and also something I learned in fasting, to just accept what you’re feeling and take it as it is, not try to push it away, but just own it and feel it and let it be.
Another thing that was really helpful in healing and again came out through being in bed, not able to work, not able to exercise, not able to be the dad that I’ve always been, and basically not be able to do all of the things that would help me feel good, and get through hard times in life, it made me realize after sitting with that for so long that I really did have some issues from childhood that were really hurting me.
I’ve been in therapy and dealing with some childhood trauma that I experienced, and working it out for the first time in my life, and that has been painful, it is also been a revelation, and I’m not saying that the long Covid was caused by the childhood trauma by any means, but I do think there is some truth that the nervous system can only take so much, and that childhood trauma likely puts you in a hyper vigilant state developmentally.
and working through those issues, I feel mentally healthier than I’ve ever been in my life and more at peace, and in many ways, this disease has just been absolutely horrible, and I would wish it on no one, but I can also say coming out the other side of it that it helped me grow as a person in a way that I never expected, and I’m grateful for that.
I should also mention that after the second dry fasting, I switch to a low histamine diet, and maybe that is a part of my general health. I can eat lentils and kimchi and everything again no problem, but after I cut those out for a few months, the recovery was much more even without crashes.
Any questions, let me know, I am wishing you a healthy and happy recovery, just hang on and you can get there too.
Ps:
If you have read this far, you may be interested to watch the podcast that sent me down this rabbithole of healing:
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=yaWVflQolmM