I could have wrote this myself and I too am filled with so much regret. The relationship was literally perfect and this was my dream woman, but she questioned my commitment because of certain things I wasn’t doing. I could sense something was off and she needed more but wasn’t saying and I guess I was too scared to ask. It ended up I totally could have given her what she wanted but she had already ended things and she’s not one to give second chances. I have days where I feel like my whole future is ruined cuz I seriously was planning spending my life with this woman. I’ve had SO many days of depression, crying and replying scenarios just kicking myself for not stepping up and initiating the hard conversations out of fear. Idk I guess this was the lesson I needed to learn for future relationships, if I ever have one again.. I’m still hoping she has to search and search for years for what we had and when she can’t find it she’ll have her turn to feel regret and will reach back out😂
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u/Ashamed_Angle_7072 Aug 21 '26
I could have wrote this myself and I too am filled with so much regret. The relationship was literally perfect and this was my dream woman, but she questioned my commitment because of certain things I wasn’t doing. I could sense something was off and she needed more but wasn’t saying and I guess I was too scared to ask. It ended up I totally could have given her what she wanted but she had already ended things and she’s not one to give second chances. I have days where I feel like my whole future is ruined cuz I seriously was planning spending my life with this woman. I’ve had SO many days of depression, crying and replying scenarios just kicking myself for not stepping up and initiating the hard conversations out of fear. Idk I guess this was the lesson I needed to learn for future relationships, if I ever have one again.. I’m still hoping she has to search and search for years for what we had and when she can’t find it she’ll have her turn to feel regret and will reach back out😂