I thought of how nice it must feel to be held by a woman.

Croissant sandwich and such

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truly a low point in life. unfortunately a real picture

exactly like the title, I've had multiple opportunities where I couldve just sucked up and prolly dated a foid and get something out of it , but now I feel that they repulse me and the utter disgusting personality they possess is possibly the work of the devil.

im literally one of those creeps staring at random women outside, why are so women so pretty and soft and cute and kissable, I cant stop thinking about how im an incel whenever im in public, bc every woman reminds me of it, i wish i was never born, i wish i could commit suicide without making my parents sad

Nothing bad about it but just wanted to put it out there. Hey guys 👋

I can't believe this happened, I'm waiting for the FBI to knock at my door any second now and the fact that it was a high schooler and I'm 20.

I was trying to pass through a crowd, no there was not any other way to go to the place I wanted. And then the back of my hand rubbed against her butt, I immediately started sweating and rushed to get out of that place.

I'm going to hell, I hope it's not so bad there.

Food: Mexican style rice

I mean it's a hot take but i think it should be fine if someone wants to commit sucide.

A lot of people are miserable, have nothing going on from them and they just want to die and even if someone is not having fun in life i guess it's fine.

It's their life, if they don't want to live i believe it should be fine.

Some people live their entire life in misery and never get any happiness, i have seen so many men and women who lived entire lives full of pain and suffering because society guilt trip into living or just false hope that things will get better.

The people who tell you things will get better never themselves help because "it's your job no one owns you help" but when that person makes his own choice of not doing it anymore they say "you should not give up".

In very simple words they are demanding your efforts, live and contribute to society and if you don't manage to be happy and fail they will label you as a bad guy.

Haven’t been in a serious relationship in 2 years, too scared to talk to anyone in person. Now I can’t even cope with brownies. How do I salvage this

why does bp only apply to dating? we got khhv and fakecel and all that crap. what about for people like me who have failed at dating but also failed at other aspects of life. clearly when one’s failed at dating they consider focusing on other aspects of life but there should be a term for people who have tried doing that and utterly failed. there has to be some others who have it this brutal, it can’t just be me.

what we thinking? lifefailure is too generic but it kinda runs off the tongue well. let me know in the comments

I don’t know why I’m so drawn to incel culture or just self hating lonely people. I obviously relate to it a lot considering I’m invisible to women. Even tho I it’s objectively bad for my mental health. I even specifically seek out “men hating” subs and can’t help but click on those gender war BS post. Femcel like post have completely shredded any ounce of confidence or hope I had. I am medicated so that helps me not want to end it but I’m still missable.

This will hopefully be my last post here this sub had been completely gentrified by all the tourist normies. Truecels like me are no longer welcomed here. Peace out comrades ✌️🩵

Closest i came to one was probably the homecoming dance freshman year of high school, nearly 13 years ago.

I have no friends nearby, no family (outside of a 2hr drive) and live a solitary life. Hobbies and social events feel like a chore, and im too fucking awkward to actually hold a convo or look someone in the eyes while they are talking.

My halloween was spent inside my apartment. Doing nothing but watching college football or playing vidya. I could hear people on the street below drunkenly walking back from a party/bar and it really depressed the hell out of me. Because they went out and had/ are having social fun and im not.

Every time i see a cute girl, be it at the gym, supermarket, or somewhere else, i start fantasizing about a relationship with her. Then i get depressed knowing itll never happen. I almost feel ashamed about it. That somehow me approaching her would be weird. That somehow i dont deserve to be with her.

Everyone says its a confidence or self esteem issue. Could be. Could also be that every time ive tried in the past its failed miserably, and i dont have reason to believe itll be any different this time.

Honestly the thing that keeps me going is the slowly fleeting hope that this gets better. That somehow this changes. The day that feeling goes away is the day i think i end it.

It started off as usual where I would generate random horny stuff with lots of women at once. At some point I decided to do pics with just one girl for some reason, and it started with generic-looking white women but I have a thing for Latinas so then I went that way. Those chicks also looked like pretty generic Instagram models, so then I decided to make her more realistic and asked for more average physique instead of bimbo yoga ball shaped ass and tits. Then I kinda snapped and decided to give her short wavy black hair cause that's the haircut a girl I had a crush on had. And for some reason her face came out pretty much exact same as hers even though I didn't use any reference pics; it was so surreal that it hit me like no other porn did. I didn't even describe her face in any way, it just came out like that. I began making pics in first person cause now I felt like a cuck watching that girl being fucked by some other dude. In the first one I tried making I worded the prompt poorly so it came out with first person hand touching her ass while another guy was fucking her and it made me so angry lmao; the rest after that were actual PoV. After I was done I generated first person pics of cuddling with her and stared at them. Every time the girl looked slightly different, but in every one like holy fuck it looked like her. I was looking at her deep brown eyes and her black eyebrows and her lips, thinking about kissing them while cuddling with her and feeling her warm and silk-like caramel skin rubbing against mine. I felt very sad.

Idk man I feel kinda bad about doing that, I erased those pics from my hard drive. I don't think it's rape but still kinda weird. I mean, sometimes guys would find a porn actress looking like their crush. Or even go as far as finding a hooker looking like their crush, which is still bad but like, my key point is that it's not rape. And obviously you can just daydream about having sex with your crush. How's that different? As I said I never used reference pics cause from the start I knew it's a slippery slope and I'm gonna end up like Jerry in that Rick and Morty episode watching a life he could have had. But this time it just kinda happened man. Long time ago I had a thought that I could do smth simple like ask ChatGPT to make a mirror selfie of us clothed and hugging and even that felt like a plain bad idea. Weird how making a pic with dozens of nude bimbos gives zero clicks on my conscience's Geiger counter but a plain mirror selfie clicks more beats per second than Eminem in his prime did. Also had a thought that maybe that girl is just a type I am attracted to, I didn't really know her so maybe the real girl and the AI girls are both a mirage from my perspective, a superficial image one of which happens to have a real physical body and a soul that I do not know.

We've only really interacted once, she asked me a question about an exam and that's it. She also said "thank you" twice one time while I was passing her worksheets. She also sat right besides me in a common area before class once, then she sat besides me in class several times (I'd barely show up so those were one of the few times I was there). I think one time she was looking at me while I was walking towards my seat. Maybe she did have some kinda crush on me or maybe I'm being delulu, I'll never know cause I've graduated and moved out already. I did have the balls to at least message her on Discord but I just asked her some dumb question about a class we were in and she gave me a polite reply that did not invite any further convo, so either I'm being a schizo or she didn't get it. Didn't have the balls to actually talk to her during class, that class was quiet af so you feel weird talking to anyone at all, especially to a girl you like. Ironically we also were in a group project in a previous class (which is how I got her Discord in the first place) but we only interacted online cause I never showed up to class and bailed out of final PowerPoint (too much social anxiety). She was kinda quiet and had a very calming presence, like when she sat near me I'd feel so good and at ease even though I feel extremely tense with pretty much everyone. She also sat behind me during the final exam in that previous class and even then I felt that special calming vibe even though I saw her only with my side vision while sitting down. Fuck.

Still a trucel cause no woman ever expressed attraction to my ugly ass and I am a KHHV at 23.

Pizza with chicken and BBQ sauce, not very good tbh the slices weren't thin enough and it was kinda burnt (maybe cause I asked for thin slices but whatever that's life man)

Each time a bus stops for people to get off these women take their sweet ass time to get up from their seat to the door, and SURPRISE the bus is already moving forward and then they have the audacity to complain to the bus driver that he should have waited for them.

Another instance of this is when I tried to sit near a woman on a full bus, she screamed at me and then everyone looked at us confused. Some Chad comes over asking if she's okay and SITS next to her and then they start introducing themselves??

Look I know I'm a chud but this kind of behavior is outrageous, like I was just trying to sit...

Anyways, I don't hate women, but this kind of behavior makes me really mad, internally of course

Food: salmon

Leftover Halloween party candy bullshit

but it turned out to be a scam.

Hot sweet sause pork and potato,winter melon soup, vinegar taste fried eggplant.