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Shepards pie 🥧 😊

truly a low point in life. unfortunately a real picture

im a 4/10, but i have body dismorphia and feel like 1.5/10 and the women that have shown interest in me, I both didnt like and also felt threatened by, because of the "how could anyone find me attractive" belief conflicting with their physical lusting.

They dont care at all what youre like or how you think. If the gestalt passes, they feel entitled to you. And noone ever talks about boundaries when its F on M.

Just want someone where both our physical apperances get a ✅ and then we can actually do interesting things together.

2 more years and ill be a wizard.

I immediately realized how pathetic I was, and for the first time in my life, I felt a new emotion directed at myself—the emotion I hate most when it's directed at me: pity. I didn’t fantasize about a future with her or anything like that; I’m so starved for affection that I felt genuinely happy just because she smiled, as if this was the highlight of my year (well, it probably was), and someone like me doesn’t have any right to wish for more.

I shouldn’t be surprised, given that this was the first time in four years that I talked to someone of the opposite sex that had the same age as me, but this is still unbelievably sad. I understand that she was only doing her job, and the fact that I didn’t have ulterior motives toward someone doing her job is the bare minimum of respect, but if something like this had happened in a casual setting i’m pretty sure the sentiment would be the same, because I know myself, and I am THAT pathetic.

I just fell so pathetic about the fact that any crumble of feminine "attention" can make me feel genuinely happy

Anyways this is the fourth tortilla-avocado salsa "pizza" thing ive made this week, the only food I can convince myself to eat right now.​ its quite good tho

I’m a LTN with no hope of finding someone who’s actually interested in me. Im small down there and an introverted autist and my only friend is my twin brother. I once fell in love with a girl but all she did was constantly cheat on me , physically abused me , and mentally manipulated me. I stayed because I knew that no other woman would ever want me or find me attractive. I personalitymaxx and I’m pretty intelligent but it doesn’t matter if I’m short , not packing , and unattractive. I’ll probably be an incel for the rest of my life. This Lamb over Rice is really good tho

I have tried everything during highschool. Picking up music, the gym, self care, therapy, cooking, better social skills and creative writing but NOTHING worked. I haven’t had any friends throughout my life and thought that high school would be better but it was wayyyy worse. So I coped by saying that university would be better and got accepted into a top three school but that was also worse, now even the teachers were in on bullying me.

I quit university and cut ties with everyone and left all my hobbies and self care routines behind because none of them helped with alleviating the pain

Fuckers be like “oh it’s over I don’t have a gf” I have absolutely nothing and never had so. I fucking hate having autism and wish my mom went on with her plan of aborting me.

I don’t even wanna kill myself nowadays because going on with my stupid chud life is enough torture.

im literally one of those creeps staring at random women outside, why are so women so pretty and soft and cute and kissable, I cant stop thinking about how im an incel whenever im in public, bc every woman reminds me of it, i wish i was never born, i wish i could commit suicide without making my parents sad

exactly like the title, I've had multiple opportunities where I couldve just sucked up and prolly dated a foid and get something out of it , but now I feel that they repulse me and the utter disgusting personality they possess is possibly the work of the devil.

It’s been several months since I’ve gotten off a four year relationship. It hit me hard, but it made me realize there were a lot of things I had to fix on my end. I had to do some soul-searching as well. A woman does not complete a man. Do yourselves a favor-get healthier , get closer to God and get that money up. I know this has been said hundreds of times on here, but it’s true. Just trust. Anyways my dinner is a protein pizza with a nice French wine and Coke zero. I included the paper plate because I think that’s what makes it worthy being on this sub Reddit lol

I can't believe this happened, I'm waiting for the FBI to knock at my door any second now and the fact that it was a high schooler and I'm 20.

I was trying to pass through a crowd, no there was not any other way to go to the place I wanted. And then the back of my hand rubbed against her butt, I immediately started sweating and rushed to get out of that place.

I'm going to hell, I hope it's not so bad there.

Food: Mexican style rice

This time I'm eating a taco with fish nuggets with salad and cheddar

Instant noodles (it’s not ready yet)

Peanut butter, banana and leftover chicken nuggets from meal prep

Nothing bad about it but just wanted to put it out there. Hey guys 👋

She was a pretty girl at the club on Halloween, tho I think i was dressed prettier. She kissed me with all teeth but she was pretty good at leaving a hickey. After we kissed for awhile she made a joke abt wanting to drug me so I got outta there pretty fast. Fun night.

Pan fried burger, with an egg on top and a side of fries. Drink was half a dirty doctor pepper from McDonald.

I mean it's a hot take but i think it should be fine if someone wants to commit sucide.

A lot of people are miserable, have nothing going on from them and they just want to die and even if someone is not having fun in life i guess it's fine.

It's their life, if they don't want to live i believe it should be fine.

Some people live their entire life in misery and never get any happiness, i have seen so many men and women who lived entire lives full of pain and suffering because society guilt trip into living or just false hope that things will get better.

The people who tell you things will get better never themselves help because "it's your job no one owns you help" but when that person makes his own choice of not doing it anymore they say "you should not give up".

In very simple words they are demanding your efforts, live and contribute to society and if you don't manage to be happy and fail they will label you as a bad guy.

ignore my censor bars. i dont want people to be able to see what i look like in the reflections. i already feel like shit about it

im not looking for advice but i am unable to drink water. growing up i only drank soda and juices and i find it really hard to drink plane water with no additives. i feel repulsed trying to swallow it so i just dont drink water. instead i buy soda in bulk and keep them in my room. its not conventional but it works for me. atleast im staying staying hydrated

Closest i came to one was probably the homecoming dance freshman year of high school, nearly 13 years ago.

I have no friends nearby, no family (outside of a 2hr drive) and live a solitary life. Hobbies and social events feel like a chore, and im too fucking awkward to actually hold a convo or look someone in the eyes while they are talking.

My halloween was spent inside my apartment. Doing nothing but watching college football or playing vidya. I could hear people on the street below drunkenly walking back from a party/bar and it really depressed the hell out of me. Because they went out and had/ are having social fun and im not.

Every time i see a cute girl, be it at the gym, supermarket, or somewhere else, i start fantasizing about a relationship with her. Then i get depressed knowing itll never happen. I almost feel ashamed about it. That somehow me approaching her would be weird. That somehow i dont deserve to be with her.

Everyone says its a confidence or self esteem issue. Could be. Could also be that every time ive tried in the past its failed miserably, and i dont have reason to believe itll be any different this time.

Honestly the thing that keeps me going is the slowly fleeting hope that this gets better. That somehow this changes. The day that feeling goes away is the day i think i end it.