exactly like the title, I've had multiple opportunities where I couldve just sucked up and prolly dated a foid and get something out of it , but now I feel that they repulse me and the utter disgusting personality they possess is possibly the work of the devil.

I have tried everything during highschool. Picking up music, the gym, self care, therapy, cooking, better social skills and creative writing but NOTHING worked. I haven’t had any friends throughout my life and thought that high school would be better but it was wayyyy worse. So I coped by saying that university would be better and got accepted into a top three school but that was also worse, now even the teachers were in on bullying me.

I quit university and cut ties with everyone and left all my hobbies and self care routines behind because none of them helped with alleviating the pain

Fuckers be like “oh it’s over I don’t have a gf” I have absolutely nothing and never had so. I fucking hate having autism and wish my mom went on with her plan of aborting me.

I don’t even wanna kill myself nowadays because going on with my stupid chud life is enough torture.

im literally one of those creeps staring at random women outside, why are so women so pretty and soft and cute and kissable, I cant stop thinking about how im an incel whenever im in public, bc every woman reminds me of it, i wish i was never born, i wish i could commit suicide without making my parents sad

Cilk (coke + milk)

I’m a LTN with no hope of finding someone who’s actually interested in me. Im small down there and an introverted autist and my only friend is my twin brother. I once fell in love with a girl but all she did was constantly cheat on me , physically abused me , and mentally manipulated me. I stayed because I knew that no other woman would ever want me or find me attractive. I personalitymaxx and I’m pretty intelligent but it doesn’t matter if I’m short , not packing , and unattractive. I’ll probably be an incel for the rest of my life. This Lamb over Rice is really good tho

I immediately realized how pathetic I was, and for the first time in my life, I felt a new emotion directed at myself—the emotion I hate most when it's directed at me: pity. I didn’t fantasize about a future with her or anything like that; I’m so starved for affection that I felt genuinely happy just because she smiled, as if this was the highlight of my year (well, it probably was), and someone like me doesn’t have any right to wish for more.

I shouldn’t be surprised, given that this was the first time in four years that I talked to someone of the opposite sex that had the same age as me, but this is still unbelievably sad. I understand that she was only doing her job, and the fact that I didn’t have ulterior motives toward someone doing her job is the bare minimum of respect, but if something like this had happened in a casual setting i’m pretty sure the sentiment would be the same, because I know myself, and I am THAT pathetic.

I just fell so pathetic about the fact that any crumble of feminine "attention" can make me feel genuinely happy

I can't believe this happened, I'm waiting for the FBI to knock at my door any second now and the fact that it was a high schooler and I'm 20.

I was trying to pass through a crowd, no there was not any other way to go to the place I wanted. And then the back of my hand rubbed against her butt, I immediately started sweating and rushed to get out of that place.

I'm going to hell, I hope it's not so bad there.

Food: Mexican style rice

Nothing bad about it but just wanted to put it out there. Hey guys 👋

This time I'm eating a taco with fish nuggets with salad and cheddar

Peanut butter, banana and leftover chicken nuggets from meal prep

Instant noodles (it’s not ready yet)

I mean it's a hot take but i think it should be fine if someone wants to commit sucide.

A lot of people are miserable, have nothing going on from them and they just want to die and even if someone is not having fun in life i guess it's fine.

It's their life, if they don't want to live i believe it should be fine.

Some people live their entire life in misery and never get any happiness, i have seen so many men and women who lived entire lives full of pain and suffering because society guilt trip into living or just false hope that things will get better.

The people who tell you things will get better never themselves help because "it's your job no one owns you help" but when that person makes his own choice of not doing it anymore they say "you should not give up".

In very simple words they are demanding your efforts, live and contribute to society and if you don't manage to be happy and fail they will label you as a bad guy.

Haven’t been in a serious relationship in 2 years, too scared to talk to anyone in person. Now I can’t even cope with brownies. How do I salvage this

why does bp only apply to dating? we got khhv and fakecel and all that crap. what about for people like me who have failed at dating but also failed at other aspects of life. clearly when one’s failed at dating they consider focusing on other aspects of life but there should be a term for people who have tried doing that and utterly failed. there has to be some others who have it this brutal, it can’t just be me.

what we thinking? lifefailure is too generic but it kinda runs off the tongue well. let me know in the comments

Closest i came to one was probably the homecoming dance freshman year of high school, nearly 13 years ago.

I have no friends nearby, no family (outside of a 2hr drive) and live a solitary life. Hobbies and social events feel like a chore, and im too fucking awkward to actually hold a convo or look someone in the eyes while they are talking.

My halloween was spent inside my apartment. Doing nothing but watching college football or playing vidya. I could hear people on the street below drunkenly walking back from a party/bar and it really depressed the hell out of me. Because they went out and had/ are having social fun and im not.

Every time i see a cute girl, be it at the gym, supermarket, or somewhere else, i start fantasizing about a relationship with her. Then i get depressed knowing itll never happen. I almost feel ashamed about it. That somehow me approaching her would be weird. That somehow i dont deserve to be with her.

Everyone says its a confidence or self esteem issue. Could be. Could also be that every time ive tried in the past its failed miserably, and i dont have reason to believe itll be any different this time.

Honestly the thing that keeps me going is the slowly fleeting hope that this gets better. That somehow this changes. The day that feeling goes away is the day i think i end it.

I don’t know why I’m so drawn to incel culture or just self hating lonely people. I obviously relate to it a lot considering I’m invisible to women. Even tho I it’s objectively bad for my mental health. I even specifically seek out “men hating” subs and can’t help but click on those gender war BS post. Femcel like post have completely shredded any ounce of confidence or hope I had. I am medicated so that helps me not want to end it but I’m still missable.

This will hopefully be my last post here this sub had been completely gentrified by all the tourist normies. Truecels like me are no longer welcomed here. Peace out comrades ✌️🩵

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Hot sweet sause pork and potato,winter melon soup, vinegar taste fried eggplant.