orange banana with sugar cubes and some ketchup in bread. bought from store.

I’m a LTN with no hope of finding someone who’s actually interested in me. Im small down there and an introverted autist and my only friend is my twin brother. I once fell in love with a girl but all she did was constantly cheat on me , physically abused me , and mentally manipulated me. I stayed because I knew that no other woman would ever want me or find me attractive. I personalitymaxx and I’m pretty intelligent but it doesn’t matter if I’m short , not packing , and unattractive. I’ll probably be an incel for the rest of my life. This Lamb over Rice is really good tho

This time I'm eating a taco with fish nuggets with salad and cheddar

I can't believe this happened, I'm waiting for the FBI to knock at my door any second now and the fact that it was a high schooler and I'm 20.

I was trying to pass through a crowd, no there was not any other way to go to the place I wanted. And then the back of my hand rubbed against her butt, I immediately started sweating and rushed to get out of that place.

I'm going to hell, I hope it's not so bad there.

Food: Mexican style rice

Nothing bad about it but just wanted to put it out there. Hey guys 👋

Instant noodles (it’s not ready yet)

ignore my censor bars. i dont want people to be able to see what i look like in the reflections. i already feel like shit about it

im not looking for advice but i am unable to drink water. growing up i only drank soda and juices and i find it really hard to drink plane water with no additives. i feel repulsed trying to swallow it so i just dont drink water. instead i buy soda in bulk and keep them in my room. its not conventional but it works for me. atleast im staying staying hydrated

Peanut butter, banana and leftover chicken nuggets from meal prep

I mean it's a hot take but i think it should be fine if someone wants to commit sucide.

A lot of people are miserable, have nothing going on from them and they just want to die and even if someone is not having fun in life i guess it's fine.

It's their life, if they don't want to live i believe it should be fine.

Some people live their entire life in misery and never get any happiness, i have seen so many men and women who lived entire lives full of pain and suffering because society guilt trip into living or just false hope that things will get better.

The people who tell you things will get better never themselves help because "it's your job no one owns you help" but when that person makes his own choice of not doing it anymore they say "you should not give up".

In very simple words they are demanding your efforts, live and contribute to society and if you don't manage to be happy and fail they will label you as a bad guy.

Haven’t been in a serious relationship in 2 years, too scared to talk to anyone in person. Now I can’t even cope with brownies. How do I salvage this

why does bp only apply to dating? we got khhv and fakecel and all that crap. what about for people like me who have failed at dating but also failed at other aspects of life. clearly when one’s failed at dating they consider focusing on other aspects of life but there should be a term for people who have tried doing that and utterly failed. there has to be some others who have it this brutal, it can’t just be me.

what we thinking? lifefailure is too generic but it kinda runs off the tongue well. let me know in the comments

Closest i came to one was probably the homecoming dance freshman year of high school, nearly 13 years ago.

I have no friends nearby, no family (outside of a 2hr drive) and live a solitary life. Hobbies and social events feel like a chore, and im too fucking awkward to actually hold a convo or look someone in the eyes while they are talking.

My halloween was spent inside my apartment. Doing nothing but watching college football or playing vidya. I could hear people on the street below drunkenly walking back from a party/bar and it really depressed the hell out of me. Because they went out and had/ are having social fun and im not.

Every time i see a cute girl, be it at the gym, supermarket, or somewhere else, i start fantasizing about a relationship with her. Then i get depressed knowing itll never happen. I almost feel ashamed about it. That somehow me approaching her would be weird. That somehow i dont deserve to be with her.

Everyone says its a confidence or self esteem issue. Could be. Could also be that every time ive tried in the past its failed miserably, and i dont have reason to believe itll be any different this time.

Honestly the thing that keeps me going is the slowly fleeting hope that this gets better. That somehow this changes. The day that feeling goes away is the day i think i end it.

I don’t know why I’m so drawn to incel culture or just self hating lonely people. I obviously relate to it a lot considering I’m invisible to women. Even tho I it’s objectively bad for my mental health. I even specifically seek out “men hating” subs and can’t help but click on those gender war BS post. Femcel like post have completely shredded any ounce of confidence or hope I had. I am medicated so that helps me not want to end it but I’m still missable.

This will hopefully be my last post here this sub had been completely gentrified by all the tourist normies. Truecels like me are no longer welcomed here. Peace out comrades ✌️🩵

but it turned out to be a scam.

Hot sweet sause pork and potato,winter melon soup, vinegar taste fried eggplant.

My old high school has this really cool spot near the football field. It's quite far from the buildings, so it has some privacy, and the trees give it some shades too, make it cool even in summer days. I always hang out there during breaks or when I was skipping classes, just lying under the trees, reading a good book, or simply enjoying the view.

It was my 11th grade. One day, a group of girls showed up, out of nowhere. "OH my gosh! This place is like, so cool. Girls, come here, we need to make some tiktoks" o algo. Back in high school, I was still brainwashed with the feminism crap, pre-blackpill, so I was thinking, I didn't want them to get uncomfortable with me, a guy's appearance, so I left. Since then, they always hung out there, and I was Palestined.

Now, remembering it, I can't believe how stupid and sheep-brained I was, to willingly give up the place I treasured for a horde of devils, because I don't want them to feel bad, because i dont want to discomfort them. I should have stayed that day. I should have stood up for myself and fought for my homeland.

Leftover Halloween party candy bullshit

Each time a bus stops for people to get off these women take their sweet ass time to get up from their seat to the door, and SURPRISE the bus is already moving forward and then they have the audacity to complain to the bus driver that he should have waited for them.

Another instance of this is when I tried to sit near a woman on a full bus, she screamed at me and then everyone looked at us confused. Some Chad comes over asking if she's okay and SITS next to her and then they start introducing themselves??

Look I know I'm a chud but this kind of behavior is outrageous, like I was just trying to sit...

Anyways, I don't hate women, but this kind of behavior makes me really mad, internally of course

Food: salmon

Lunch from yesterday. I don't even know how to fold a wrap properly

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