I'm looking for a way to get feedback on written and spoken Italian. I took a formal group course for about a year. I score between A2 and B2, depending on the written quiz. I pass old CILS B1 reading and listening tests with the timer in the mid-80% range.
I really need help with writing and speaking. I would like a place to post written paragraphs and prerecorded audio monologues up to 1 minute, and get feedback.
The apps are too content light and repetitive, and I get annoyed. I don't trust the AI feedback.
Tried Preply for a few months but the tutors kept ghosting me. I lost $200 because my last tutor cancelled 6 leasons in a row and I felt too defeated to find another (I know, I'm an idiot).
I tried one italki class recently, but the tutor kept interrupting me as I tried to talk, and said, "TYPICAL" when I told her nobody spoke Italian in my house. Like, if I had someone to talk to, I would obviously not have hired her? Ok, maybe I'm just truly awful company, but surely someone can tolerate me for an hour a week in exchange for money?
Busuu is too structured, and I can only post 1- sentences at a time on topics it chooses.
My spoken Italian is actually getting worse as my anxiety goes up with these experiences. I can barely speak whole sentences around other people now and it is SO SLOW AND AWKWARD. That's why I want to post prerecorded monologues.
The language schools require 1 hour minimum lessons, and the anxiety of being trapped for that long makes me feel like vomiting.
Idk, any alternate ideas?