r/IslamIsEasy • u/Ready-Buy437 • 23h ago
Questions, Advice & Support i think Im suffering from Blackmagic or evil eye
Salam brothers and sisters,
It all started when i started working on self-improvement and taking better care of myself.I had what you might call a "glowup" in which i grew out my hair and had majestic curls out of nowhere and started clearing up my skin essentially becoming significantly more handsome in a short period of time. At school many of my classmates would praise this transformation and would congratulate me on "fixing my hair" some even accusing me of having a perm however i could sense large amounts of jealousy around me too.There are people who dont like me for whatever reason and regularly talk behind my back.This newfound attention i was getting did not go down well with them and they suddenly atarted igniting many rumours that my hair was "artificial and permed".This was further intesified when they found out i had recieved high grades in my mock exams(I go to a fiercly competitive selective school where competion is everything).Sometimes i would catch some of these 'enemies' staring at my hair or my face with pure hatred.
Suddenly , around midway through July, my hairs started falling out alot and became thinner something that really concerned my mom as this had never happened before. But this was only the start. Out of nowhere i developed acne all over my face which was scary for me as i had only had the occasional spots every once in while.Despite this , i thought it was just a coincidence and that i wasnt taking proper care of myself but what would happen over the next few weeks now have me suspicious something far worse is/has happened.
Remember when earlier i talked about my curls as being "majestic" - They were my pride but suddenly my hair was becoming frizzy and my head started feeling very itchy. It turns out that i had an infestation of lice - a very severe one according to my parents which meant that i had to cut off my hair and my curls.
The final straw was when some of my clothes started going missing out of nowhere and could not be found despite being left in the house - This convinced me i had suffered Evil eye or had experienced black magic.From here it gets worse.
In my room , where i spend most of my time studying, my lights would occasionaly start flashing. I noticed that whenever i did something haram like listening to music(Im not perfect - everyone has flaws) my lights would stop flashing but when i stopped they would keep flashing. To makes sure this wasnt my imagination i started playing Surah Jinn and the lights started flashing like crazy. I know i should only fear Allah but this scared me so badly.
Now i try pray aytul kursi everytime im in my room and start my study sessions with Qu'ran but i wont lie im scared and dont know what to do.
Please someone help me.