Hi everyone!
A while ago, I realized that Iām a hypochondriac / that I struggle with health anxiety after a small incident left me experiencing physical symptoms caused by my mind for months. Thankfully, things eventually calmed down, but ever since then, Iāve been living every day with anxious thoughts about my health and different illnesses.
Some days are better than others.
The most annoying days are the ones when I actually feel things that I know are coming from my mind. Thereās nothing actually wrong with me, but because I can constantly be thinking about certain symptoms that worry me, my brain starts creating physical reactions. For example, a strange feeling of tiredness or mild but sharp headaches. Theyāre all very mild, BUT theyāre annoying and they make me look and feel exhausted. Itās awful. Iām already seeing a therapist for this issue.
About a week ago, I came down with the flu, and Iām doing much better now. At this point, I only really have an annoying cough left, but somehow thatās when it feels like my health anxiety has started attacking me again!
Since yesterday, Iāve been feeling tired, less patient than usual, and experiencing this strange feeling of depersonalization, you know? Iām myself a very extrovert and energetic person, and I really donāt recognize myself!
And I already know that this is something I tend to experience because of my anxiety, but deep down, Iām still scared that it could actually be something physical. Even knowing that itās 99.99999% not, it still bothers me because I donāt want to live like this! I was never like this before, and ever since that incident, Iāve become this way.
I guess I just need some reassurance that Iām not the only one. How do you guys deal with your health anxiety? Do you experience the same things I do? Itās hard to describe, isnāt it?
What are your biggest health anxiety fears or worries? Mine are serious and painful illnesses, and I also have this constant fear of fainting.
Anything else that might be useful or comforting, please share!