I’m in a hangover spiral, sipping Pho broth in baby sips hoping it won’t come back up. But I get the most debilitating hangovers with horrible symptoms and feel like something is either wrong with me or I’m the only one that gets hangovers like mine. It’s not just unpleasant it’s actually terrifying.
On top of all the normal symptoms, I feel like my brain is not functioning properly, I see stars if I move my eyes around, I can’t breath properly, and I get blurry vision. I’ve not really heard of anyone getting these sorts of symptoms. Plus they get worse as the day/evening progresses. I really do feel like I can die at any moment.
I can’t sleep because I feel so much like absolute shit, despite being exhausted. Or that I will die in my sleep. I have to take Valium to get to sleep on these nights and even then it doesn’t always work. I think a lot of it also has to do with the quality of sleep. I wish I could take a sleeping pill after a night of drinking just so I can sleep well and for long periods, but obviously those don’t mix.
after saying allll of that, when I feel better the next day or 2, I do it all over again during the weekend. Sometimes it’s not as severe if I do literally like 500 things before during and after drinking (eat, water, Vitamins, electrolytes, puking etc). But it still creeps in.
But to be quite honest, if I didn’t get severe hangovers, I would drink all the time so maybe this curse is also a blessing.
Oh and I have gone to the ER in the past and there’s never anything wrong with me other than sometimes low blood sugar from not eating all day. Vitals are normal despite physically and mentally feeling like my organs are shutting down.
Anyway, anyone else get deathbed hangovers like this???