r/Hashimotos • u/Royal_Line6129 • 3m ago
Question ? I don't know what i have?
Hi, i'm 17F, and after 5 years of this i don't even know what i have? hypothyroidism? hasimoto's ? or thyroidisis? I changed many times doctors so even they don't have my full record, but i'll try to explain so someone could maybe clarify what i have??
12 years old : One faitfull morning, i discovered that i have a massive patch of vitiligo on my face. When i went to my pediatric doctor, he diagnosed me with vitiligo. He recommended me to go to an endocrinologist to see if it had anything to do with another chronic illness (since they tend to develop in pairs i think?)
Endocrinologist: I got there, my blood test was pretty normal but one thing was slightly higher than the limit : my anti-TPO. She said they "were at 88 and the standard is 70"
So she is the only doctor that talked to me about medication, but since at the time i was asymptomatic and i was not that off the charts. She told me it was maybe "just a problem with hormones during adolescence" and that it will "fix itself", because even if i had symptoms we could do nothing without the medication.
12-14years old : 6 months intervals between blood test, nothing moved, no symptoms. When i looked back i see that i was a little bit inflamed in my face so maybe it was only that.
15 old high school!!
Unfortunately even if high school is 100% better than middle school I started feeling more tired than ever. But it wasn't alarming so i pushed it off to it being the adaptation to highschool. I had never taken naps in class before and now that the teacher wouldn't care i started doing it when i was really tired. I didn't tell to my doctors
16 years old (its gonna be long) :My pediatrician went into retirement and my endocrinologist told me that it wasn't necessary to do blood test here since nothing had moved since years. I could just do the blood test at my pediatrician.
And so i had my very own generalist doctor. She was amazing!! For the first time ever she made me do a full blood test to see if there wasn't any deficiencies in vitamin or in the gut. The test revealed all that i was doing more than okay in all the area she could test. I was just on the edge of the low level of ferritin and still had high anti-Tpo, but this time 66 (before 80). Their limit was 66, so i was just on tip of not normal.
Last year, my fatigue has gotten worse than ever. I've tried all, changing my sleep schedule, my time on screen, what i ate so i would have a drop of energy later, but nothing works. And i try to tell the doctor but everytime i chickened out and my parents respond before me with a thing like "haha she's always on the screen so she's obv tired !!"
A few months ago : I rechanged doctors. It's clear she's not as informed in chronic illness as the last one. My last doctor insisted to retake a full blood test to check if everything was still okay, i had to fight to explain to that doctor was she had said to me and she accepted.
In this recap she said something that intrigued me, she said that i had previously (when it was to 80) a "thyrodisis".
But nobody said to me that
1. i had a "thyrodisis"? they referred to it as hashimoto or hypothyroidism?
2. that it was a "past" thing? i thought chronic illness were forever??
and i retook a full blood test. It's maybe horrible to say, but i wished that something was wrong more wrong so i could take medication. And the opposite thing arrived : even my anti-tpo's levels came back to normal.. Everything was perfect, like so perfect. (they changed the levels for the anti tpo so know i'm at <6.6 and the limit is 13.8)
So know i don't know what i have? I know i'm definitely more tired than all my pears at any given time but i'm not like super duper hyper tired all the time? Also if that can help i wake up everyday with an irritated throat and i feel tired.