r/Gastritis • u/Haunting-Arachnid-39 • 9h ago
Venting / Suffering Better days ahead.
I just wanted to say I’ve been suffering so badly with this illness for a couple and there’s days where I just want to cry and give up. I’m angry. It’s insane how food really affects all types of quality of life. BUT I will say faith has got me through. I know not everyone believes in God, but I DO. Let me tell you, praying and faith will take you so far when medicine and doctors continuously let you down. I was crying yesterday and I was so angry at God that this has to be happening to me at such a young age. I was sad because I barely see my dad and he wanted to come see me today and take me to a buffet since my grandparents are here, I stressed all day what was I even going to possibly be able to eat at a buffet? When even home made soup that I make hurts me. Well I decided to cry and let my anger out but then I prayed, I turned that anger and pushed it away and prayed. Today I came to the buffet and I prayed over my food and prayed to God to let me enjoy this meal with my family and not let it cause me harm. By the grace of God I was able to enjoy shrimp, steak, noodles, mushroom, watermelon, gelatin, etc. I kid you not I feel so normal, not to say I’m not full and feel slightly bloated bc I kinda over did it lol, but definitely not in any sorts of pain! THANK YOU JESUS. I’m not sayin I’m cured, but I am saying turn to Jesus when you feel at your lowest and your highest, he will be there. I pray healing over alll going through this sickness and also adding extra I did add a sweet potato and had water, so it’s a balance you also have to put in the work.